Posts tagged "Blame"

I (sometimes) hate being a mom and wife

Just need to get this off my chest... sorry for any grammatical errors.
so im a mom of two under two; a one year old(ds) and a one month old(dd).
my husband just started working at a new job, my family and friends live close-by, everything seems to be okay so far...except, sometimes, i feel like i hate being a mom and wife.
i dont really... [more]

I got mad at a cop who stopped me for drunken driving

Years ago I had anger issues. Getting drunk when angry is not a good idea. I got in the car and I was so drunk the cops stopped me. I was taken to jail and my car impounded. I at the time was so mad I literally could have killed the police officer.
I paid the fine and of course, I had to buy SR 22 insurance and I was a bitter angry... [more]

She better do it right and not muck it up.

I am afraid to leave my pets with a relative when holidaying. I miss them so much and I have to pray she will do the right thing and not harm them or abuse them and feed them and make sure they don't get out. I really do hope she has the moral and adult capacity to handle it. it makes it hard to enjoy a holiday because I wish I could bring my... [more]

Depression

I remember one time a long time ago my family was watching one of those singing competition shows. A girl came on and she had a great story about how she had depression and anxiety and this was a big step for her. Everyone was moved and I was proud but my dad said that she had to have done something to get in that mental state. I was mad and now I... [more]

Buddy George theres people you cn help and theres people you cn't

Ok, Buddy, first of all, I'm sorry you died. You were a drunkard but that doesn't mean I wanted you dead. You couldn't keep a job because of your drinking. You became homeless because of your drinking. You were abusive but when you came down you were oh so pitiful.
You had problems big time. You always blamed someone else when you got... [more]

I am worthless

I am an empty, pathetic worthless person. I don't have the guts to kill myself but I secretly pray to God to end my time on Earth. I hate myself. I am a worthless, pathetic person inferior to everyone. I don't deserve to live. I am garbage. The only things that bring me joy are food and liquor. I keep eating and eating hoping I get so big... [more]

My nightmare

Almost a year ago my boyfriends 15 year old daughter moved in with us and our nightmare began. At first I felt bad about the horrible things she told me about her moms treatment of her. That mom tried to kill herself because of daughter and now wants nothing to do with her. But now I feel moms pain. This kid lies nonstop and manipulates!!! She's a... [more]

Drugs s** and bad decisions

I have been with my girlfriend for 6 years. We split up after 3 and a half years then got back together during our time apart I would shave s** with other girls and go back to hers and sleep with her the next day. I also had s** with her 2 best friends in the... [more]

Finding it hard to cope with special needs stepson

I am happy to have came across this thread as I have been so stressed out with my special needs stepson. To be honest I am starting to dislike him, I can't stand to hear him sometimes. He doesn't talk, he isn't potty trained and is a very picky eater and he acts completely helpless, he won't even feed himself. Before you judge me let me explain. I... [more]

I don't belong here

I don't belong in this world. I have -always- found it difficult with women. While I have had relationships - and I have had one seriously long term (living together for years, prospect of marriage) - I have never quite been able to shake the feeling of not fitting in on this area. All of the (three) relationships I have been in have been... [more]

I hate myself when I eat

When I eat I feel like I'm going to throw up. I hate seeing what I see in the mirror and when I give compliments to guys I feel like a disgusting pig because what guy wants this ugly, fat and double chin person. I mean I have an anxiety attack every single time I go out because I feel like everyone is judging how I look and I don't blame them.

I like to get beat up.

I'm a female and I love it when men are mean to me. I like it when they use, beat, blame, etc. me. I will love them but they would take their anger out on me, they can cheat on me. They would make me do everything for him. I'm in a relationship right now and he abuses me and treats me like a slave. When he has no one else to have [more]

I like to get beat up.

I'm a female and I love it when men are mean to me. I like it when they use, beat, blame, etc. me. I will love them but they would take their anger out on me, they can cheat on me. They would make me do everything for him. I'm in a relationship right now and he abuses me and treats me like a slave. When he has no one else to have [more]

Dear Mom...

I'm sorry for all the people that have hurt you in the past. I'm sorry that you feel ignored by your family. I'm sorry you don't have many friends. I'm sorry you had breast cancer. I'm sorry that you don't like your job. I'm sorry that my sister and I don't always do what you ask.
But when you ignore me; when you call me stupid; when you yell... [more]

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