Posts tagged "Blame"

I blame myself

My bird f*****' died. i feel terrible, ive been getting into terrible habits such as not eating, not talking, being anti-social. I wanna f***** crumple up in a ball and die. Its all my fault. I hate myself for this kind of [more]

I don't even know what I'm feeling.

I don't know if I'm sad mad annoyed or jealous. My best friend who I'm secretly in love with just got a bf. He's way more attractive than me as well and I don't blame him for liking him. We talk like we are married and send each other paragraphs about how much we love each other too, idk what's gonna happen to our friendship. He helps keep me from... [more]

Flirt wife

My wife has always been a total flirt and loves to show off her big b****** and curvy ass no matter where we are. Short skirts and dresses,low cut tops sometimes no bra.
women in the neighborhood kept a close eye on her when she was around their husbands or boyfriends.
Working in the front yard... [more]

Pee antics

When I was, I guess 6, my mom and grandma had to work in the mornings, so I stayed with my grandpa. He couldn't walk well, so we just stayed in bed all day until my mom came to pick me up or my grandma came back.
I was too afraid to go to the bathroom because I thought I'd see a ghost, so I just squatted beside the bed and peed all over the... [more]

My girlfriend is racist and I'm afraid to confront her about it.

We started dating a year ago, and at the time, nothing seemed to be wrong. We had a very loving friendship that blossomed into a relationship. More and more she revealed her true colors though. She's aggressive, and get's frustrated often. She puts up walls and won't let herself be the blame for any situation. I've often found myself putting up... [more]

Venting

Don't pay attention, I came through just vent.
Many times when we are so frustrated that we don't want to stand any longer, our brains, if nothing else to think about, will be relieved if we are crazy, walking next to our footsteps, we probably won't have to think about it, brain pain almost every night Kill me, I want to wake up and forget... [more]

Peeing pants

I've always enjoyed peeing my pants, or just peeing in inappropriate places, and I used to do it now and then, discreetly. Now, I'm 7 months pregnant and have gained a lot of weight, so I look huge. I started to think, wow, I could pee my pants, blame it on the pregnancy, and get away with it. So, I do. I make sure to drink plenty of water, then... [more]

I pretended to stalk someone in 5th grade.

There was this girl that was kind of one of my friends in the 5th grade, we are gonna call her Sarah since that's what I thought of. She pretty much lost my number, and my dumb 10 year old self was bored so I texted her on a Saturday like, "Hey, I know you." Sarah said, who is this? Well then I said- I've been spying on you. Sarah was in the... [more]

Can't shake it.

I had my 40th birthday party 4 months ago and became informed of some information concerning family members that brought a flood of feelings back that I had shoved so deep down that I actually hadn't thought about in many years.
I was drinking with my sister, My two cousins and a friend of mine, Everyone else had passed out or gone home and out... [more]

I love to watch.

I love to watch my husband...Come, I blame him for starting me on this. When I was 16 and he was 17 we had attended a family wedding, He was my date and supposed to be staying in the room next to mine, Of course we were sneaking drinks blah, blah, blah and my sister who was 14 at the time was tagging along and got way trashed, We got her to the... [more]

Secretly embarrassed of weight gain.

I started dating my boyfriend a few years ago and everything has been great for the most part. But I’ve gained a little over 100 lbs and I’m embarrassed to be so heavy. The problem is my bF is into much heavier women so he loves it. When we started i was already overweight and I was 165ish. I started out gaining because he was always pushing me to... [more]

Worst thing I have ever done

Was in a relationship for 6 almost 7 years with my high school sweet heart. At first everything was like a fairy tale I never was the type of dude to fall in love. I was portrayed more as the confident individual party guy and flirtatious dude who spent hours in the gym looking good for myself but with a broken home wanting to be a better man than... [more]

My horrible secret

I'm an eighteen year old girl with a horrible secret. I've never been able to tell anyone this, for reasons I'm sure everyone will understand. On the surface, I seem perfectly normal. I started college this fall, I work part-time, and so on. Problem is, I'm far from normal. In fact, I'm about as far from normal as it's possible to be.
Because... [more]

Held much too tight on her lap

I just love it when a woman holds me from behind with her hands kept pulled way back extremely tight into the soft of my stomach. Comes from getting held on laps that way a lot when I was a kid, blame a couple of older teenage girls in my environment.
When I was a boy, my teenage cousin always held me on her lap with her hands kept pulled back... [more]

[Trigger Warning] I dont think I can bring myself to care anymore

I hate this world. I don't like my family. They're so toxic, dysfunctional. If this is what family is, then I don't want it.
I'm tired. I'm tired of being scared not knowing when my stepmom is gonna hurt me. I'm tired of being insulted every time I do something. I'm tired of my family blaming me when my "parents" are fighting. I'm just so... [more]

Does anyone hate their mother? If so, why?

Lately I've been recalling a lot of repressed memories about my mother. As a child, I always told myself I had the best mum in the world (because we never struggled for money, she'd let me stay up late, watch horror movies, have friends round etc etc)... But now I'm an adult and understand that so much of her behaviour was actually very negative... [more]

I purposely eat a little bit of my allergies

I’ve always had to compete with my parent attention but they still ignore me, but blame me when bad things happen so to get out of it I put a little bit of peanut butter on my lips and arms(if I eat a lot, I need an epipen) she then they feel guilty if they yell at me. I’ve only done this twice, but I hope they don’t notice!

Prejudice

I am sick of the rioting of these violent Negros. They simply don't want to take responsibilities for their choices. We all have choices. If you made poor choices and your life is s***, that is on you. I struggle and live paycheck to paycheck. Go to school, get an education. Can't afford it? Go into... [more]

Divorce

I am going through my parents divorce and i thought this will happen years ago and when i heard its really happening i was actually happy... but that lasted for one day. Everything is so different now, i have to chose my words when i with a sertaint parent. And i hate that, i hate how my parents can even talk to each other, i hate the fact that... [more]

BLM sucks

I'm sick of people pretending that blacks are not responsible for their own actions. They shoot up children then want to claim it's the white man's fault. Bullshit! I never had anything to do with slavery. Neither did my ancestors. Quit trying to blame me for your problems.

Hating the chinese

I am am Australian citizen who is outraged by what has happened to the world by this Chinese virus, I believe that that the Chinese government has such a lot to answer for, not necessarily the Chinese people, I am at home at the moment in isolation and absolutely hating everything that is Chinese, to the point where I too have just thought to... [more]

I lost my best friend today

I guess you couldn’t do it, you couldn’t trust me. I don’t blame you. I knew your lies Would catch up with you. I know you’re not afraid of me. I know you love me. I love you too. I want you to know that I have not thought any less of you for anything. That I would tell people to not talk about you if they had bad things to say. I had taken on... [more]

I need help.

I am suffering with a mental illness fittingly names "chronic loneliness". If you don't know what that is I'll let you google it and see for yourself. If you already know what it is, chances are you are either suffering from it yourself or know someone that is suffering from it. All I ask is for some advice on how to get through it. I am only a... [more]

I decline your invitation to your pity party.

If you blame everyone else but yourself, I'm honestly going to call you out on it.
NO, THIS ISN'T ABOUT HEALTHY REACHING OUT.
I'm sure we can all see a clear difference, respect to people reaching out. Sending my love and support your way <3
However.
Knowing somewhere in your heart that the problem you're venting about is solvable, yet... [more]

Mom visits friend in prison

A friend that grew up with me is a good guy but is in prison for three years because of a white collar crime. Some kind of theft he was blamed for but he didn’t do.
He’s been there a year and he had been getting called h*** because no woman has come to see him so he asked if I could get a woman... [more]

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