Posts tagged "Control"
Choosing a single word to describe what I confess to being was not difficult. I am sure that most people would call me a b**** and I guess that this is a fair and covering characteristic.
But there are many other words that are needed to detail the picture and it also should be said that I am not... [more]
No impulse control would make such a sick and demented user would say that my writings and my stories forced someone to rape and murdered d, is just insane. a story is just a story. once a author has written it it can't make someone do bad things. no author can be accountable for what others do. yes I want revenge of honesty. I don't get you. I... [more]
I am a teacher at a middle school with a student body that is about 60% white, 30% Hispanic, and 10% black.
Those 10% of students that are black account for over 80% of the discipline problems at our school. Even as young as 10 (the youngest students we have at our school), the black students are confrontational with teachers and... [more]
I can't twitch without him knowing what i'm doing, or who i talk to. He looks through my e-mails, and doesn't know that i made a new one two weeks ago. He holds onto my credit cards, and says that i'll loose them if he doesn't. When we have s**, he doesn't want me to do anything but spread my legs. He's... [more]
My first wife when frustrated would order me to lay on my back and tuck my knees into my chest, then she kneeled over me and spanked me, then it turned to an order to get undressed and assume your position. The spankings got longer and harder at times. Then came the hair brush or anything she wanted to try. It hurt bad or good. The submission and... [more]
A cold December morning it was, just eleven days to the new years. The metro station was foggy even till the first floor and the rickshaw pullers downstairs were all wrapped up in woolen sheets. The usual routine was followed and I was heading towards your place, shivering in cold, rubbing my hands against each other, wrapping under my own self... [more]
My main question is “How do I stop hating my step children?” I can’t control my anger every time they are even around. I have tried and tried to figure out why I am holding such anger against them because sometimes they don’t even have to do anything wrong and I am angry at them.
I think the main reason is because I blame them for ruining what I... [more]
I'm a 43mwm. About six months ago I got picked up in a bar by a young gay guy. We went back to his place for more drinks. I think he put something in my drink. I felt weird and out of control. Within less than 15 minutes after we got there I was sucking his c***. I have never done that before... [more]
I lie about purging. I do have body image issues and I am constantly thinking about how I look. I have restricted my eating and binged but I never actually purged. I don't know how the lie started but it got out of control. I really want to purge but my mother is constantly watching me. Am I a bad person?
I just got home from dropping off my 3 kids at school . Realized how much I hate my life .I love my kids but ,they are selfish and annoying .All they do is fight with each other ,and everyday they are out of my control , because I only see them 50% of the time .Some stupid doctor tried to tell me it's quality time not quantity...,bullshit! Life... [more]
I really think he is not a nice person I seen him from my place and his a heap of druggies and hookers and he is not a decent person. he has one personality for work and another for play. when I worked with him he was just so cheap and easy and rude. he goes around shaming his family in the office all the time and no one can control him. he even... [more]
Okay so here goes. I am a white American woman married to an Indian man. We live in California. So, as many of you might know, Indian women wear a traditional outfit called the saree at special occasions. I, being a white girl, obviously didn't have much idea about how to wear one. So, on one such occasion I had invited one of my husband's... [more]
At my wifes company Christmas party my wifes friend had a bit too much too drink, We went to the bar after and then to our place, Everyone was laughing and joking and flirting, She sat on my lap grinding against me as my wife stood in front of her with her hands on her friends hips guiding her motions.
Her friend is pretty with a bit of a chubby... [more]
New years eve my husband and I went back to his home town, It's where we met and I lived there for 10 years as well so I have lots of friends there as well, We got a hotel room and had a bunch of people over.
After the big celebration in the lobby at midnight the party started to wind down, some of us went back to the room and continued drinking... [more]