Posts tagged "Depressed"

I think there's something wrong with me

Idk if it's something like depression but I don't want to tell anyone that I'm actually really sad a lot of the time. I'll joke about it with my friends but I'm really scared I'm going to hurt myself again. I just had a little breakdown bc I think everyone's out to get me. I banged my head against my bed and cried and cried. It's not normal for... [more]

[TRIGGER WARNING] i don't want to live anymore

[If you didn't take the warning seriously, then let me emphasize, this is a vent, a really triggering one that mentions suicidal descriptions, depression, dysfunctional family and just, really triggering stuff, that and I'll be expressing my religion, please don't read if you're easily triggered by this because I really don't want to create any... [more]

Dump of a house

I've known for a long time my parents never married, my mom is American from Arizona and my dad is Mexican. We lived in a nice apartment near Cancun but when I was 12 in 1994 my dad got arrested and sent to prison for drug sales in Texas leaving us marooned in Mexico. My mom ran out of money so we moved into a rural area miles away with my moms... [more]

Tired of living

I am so f****** tired, physically and mentally. I don’t have any talents and I im at the point where I don’t think I’ll be able to graduate high school. The only reason I haven’t killed myself is because of my friends and parents. I have insomnia, depression, anxiety and adhd. My mental illnesses... [more]

Depression and Stress

I am suicidal at only the age of 11. I'm stupid, fat, ugly, and overall worthless. My parents hate me and they love my brother WAY more than me. I tried to kill myself just last night by eating 5 pills at a time. That didn't work (obviously) so then I tried 10 pills, and now I'm just miserable. I go to a school where the people there, including... [more]

My wife is destroying our family...

That recently, my wife said she wanted a trial seperation. In the span of a few days, she went from trial and staying at friend's place, to getting an apartment and contacting a divorce attorney, all without explaining why. We finally talked and she gave me hope that she is just going through stuff, she stopped talking to an attorney, she needs... [more]

My mother told me I should kill myself.

First, some context. I'm 13, I'm having family issues with my grandmother, which is causing everyone to freak out. My mother was already depressed and drunk alcohol, but now it's even worse. On top of all that, school is stressing everyone out, and Covid is making it even worse. I'm really sensitive both physically and emotionally. Recently, the... [more]

Depression and Stress

I'm 11 and have suicidal thoughts everyday and constantly feel like there is someone talking to me in my head. I also struggle with the feeling of loneliness and worthlessness. Last year, I tried killing myself. What should I do? If you know what I should do, please comment.

Why do I keep denying the possibility of having depression smh

Life stops mattering a lot, I can find things that make it seem worth while but at the end of the day when those things are gone it's just back to being void of anything. I can't even talk to people about it because no matter the results I regret it and feel like some guy making everyone uncomfortable. My friends can tell me that'd they'd let me... [more]

My first sort of ex girlfriend

This story is gonna be all over the place, just a warning. at the beginning of high school i met this girl. we had lots of fun times and talked all the time for over 2 years. but during the last 6 months of us talking, she became very distant and very standoffish. she wouldn't reply how she used to reply and wouldn't answer any of my phone calls... [more]

Warning: Long Story Loosing V-card & Inappropriate Relationship

Warning: This is long but it is a confession and I tried to make it as short as possible. It's also the first time I've posted anything like this too.
I lost my V-card & and had an inappropriate relationship at the same time. I can’t believe I’m posting this confession after all these years. I’ve told no one. My husband doesn’t even know. I’m... [more]

Schizophrenia and ghosts

My family believes everyone can see ghosts I believes it to. it wasn't till I was 11 my mom helped me move a ghost on to the others side I do it by myself now. I also have Schizophrenia, the Schizophrenia is more solid than the ghosts it's like looking through a thin layer of hot glue when it's dry and the ghosts are like looking through plastic... [more]

I was gonna vent about my depression

But g*******, there are so many racist, sexist, and ableist pieces of s**** on here that blow my mind so much to the point I forgot I have depression.
we've been on this planet for thousands of years yet there are still people who haven't figured... [more]

I think I might have been mentally abused

I think I was mentallyabused/emotionallyabused when I was younger from my mom and my stepfather. When I was five my mother tried to suffocate me with a pillow. Then made me promise not to tell. I then became a surrogate mom to my younger sibling. Any time i would start to show any emotion I was told to control it. So when combined with the fact I... [more]

When will the pain end...

I'm drowning in loneliness and emotions, and have been for most of my life. I'm depressed but too much of a piece of s*** to tell anyone about how I need help. I put on a fake smile to everyone but myself, silently glaring at my reflection in any mirrors I pass. I no longer have many mirrors to... [more]

I Need Advice about my Boyfriend

I'm a 17 year old girl, my boyfriend of 5 months is 19.
My boyfriend still sleeps with his stuffed animal (Bunny) and his blanky (Baby blanket). I think its kind of weird. I'm NEVER getting rid of my stuffed dog, but I don't sleep with it anymore. Sometimes when we go up to his room his Bunny and blanket will be on his bed undersecretary... [more]

I need help please I'm desperate.

I've been through a lot in my life. I believe two years ago I was deep into my depression and suicidal thoughts I tried killing myself a lot but I ended up being put into a long term mental health facility because dcf decide my mother was being neglectful and I was extremely suicidal I pretend to get better and after a while, I thought I was ok... [more]

Suicide

I am so overwhelmed. I only have one friend and she's depressed. I'm always the edge of tears. I think I have bad anxiety. I have humiliated myself multiple times. I want to die. I could never tell my parents or teachers or friends. I am brojen . I cut to calm down. I will kill myself soon.

How i get my ex lover back with the help of dr mamudu

Lover broke up with me last week i was so sad I changed completely, I wasn't eating and i wasn't talking to anybody, I cried a lot,I was so depressed and stressed out that I was scared I'm going to end up in the hospital because of all the stress and depression until one day i search online on getting love tips because I Love & care about him... [more]

Stuffed Animal Related Fantasy

I fantasize about my crush and I cuddling together with our childhood stuffed animals easily 4 times more than us having s*x. I think it’s way more common than people would admit to cuddle with your childhood stuffed animal. Why would you? It’s not like there is anyone around to judge you.
I cuddle with a pillow and pretend it’s her. My bunny... [more]

F***** my neighbor’s son

My husband moved our daughter into her dorm this past weekend. I was feeling depressed and when I am depressed I get a little frisky. I mean what woman would not be depressed when their youngest goes of to college.
I’m 52, petite but well endowed with a bit of a bubble butt. I saw our neighbor’s son cutting grass so I decided to go... [more]

Interesting Fantasy

19 year old male: I want to be baby sat by a girl. Its an age play thing. She would punish me if I misbehave (I might be mischievous on purpose) even though we would have an itinerary.
1. We play with toys
2. She makes me make and cheese,
3. gives me a bath, dries me off, and picks out my cloths
4. Tucks me into bed and reads stories to... [more]

Do I breakup?

My boyfriend never apologises when he hurts me, he just says 'I'm sorry ur hurt'. I'm scared to break up with him because he's the only person I open up to and I already know that I'll fall back into a depression. But I know this isn't how I should be treated.

I'm a Useless Leech

I hate myself. Complete and utter self-loathing. If I could, I'd want to just erase myself from the world. I'm going into high school, and I feel like trying to do anything in the future is pointless because it won't work out and I'm too lazy to even try to do anything other than watch Youtube. I feel so much pain and guilt whenever I do something... [more]

Have enjoyed watching wife with young man

In most ways I am just a regular guy . But regular means , not exciting , or romantic , or handsome , or a turn on to my wife . My wife married me to get away from a bad environment at home . She was so glad I took her away from a Bad situation that depressed her . I would have to beg her for s**... [more]

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