Posts tagged "Depressed"
OK so I am 20 right now. When I was younger I was builled because I was awkward and not from the UK I came here when I was 4. I hated school and I grew up not really confident and started to eat to fill the hole in my heart. I am now 111kg at 176 cm which means I am obese. I hate myself and my body. Because of my growing up as a child and teen I... [more]
For those who don't know, DDLG stands for "daddy dom little girl". The term is used as a fetish, more than a preference. I am what's called a Little in the DDLG world, or a person who is into ageplay. I've only recently gotten into this fetish (within the past 5 months) and discovered that my headspace is about 7 years old.
Unfortunately, most... [more]
IVE BEEN WITH MY GF FOR ALMOST 7 YEARS SHES BEAUTIFUL SWEET AND LOVING CARING PERSON NICE BODY COOKS, CLEANS,DOES LAUNDRY EVERYTHING EVEN GIVES HEAD WHEN SHES FEELING KINKY. WE HAVE NO KIDS BOTH EARLY 20s , IM A FEW MONTHS AWAY FROM GRADUATING WITH A BACHELORS DEGREE. WEVE BEEN THROUGH A LOT TO WHERE WE ARE IN LIFE NOW. STEADY STABLE JOBS, HIGH... [more]
I work at a private highschool as a counsellor. Every week I have a particularly dysfunctional girl (12yrs) who has to report to me to have a behavior sheet signed. She only can get it signed if no incidents of truancy or disrespect have occurred.
She is a superbly attractive little girl but her manner is rough and rude.
About 3 weeks ago she... [more]
After the passing of my wife I was obviously distraught, I spent my time grieving, Being a hermit and so on, Over time I started to get back into my routine and although I am not looking for love (I married my one love) My wife's little sister and others have been working to try and "Get me back out there". I love my wife's little sister and she... [more]
I haven't fallen in love with you, but I know beyond the shadow of a doubt that I could. You're the most exciting woman I've ever met. I would be happy for the first time in my miserable life if the feeling was mutual. You're beautiful and sexy with a dirty, twisted mind. You're a sunspot in my overcast life. I feel depressed because we had a... [more]
Had parents who did everything they could for me, yes I was lucky. But Ive failed. I screwed up college, screwed up every job Ive ever had and Im basically broke. Time is running out for me to ever have a wife and kids, not that I can even support myself at the moment. Ive been to tons of therapy for depression, anxiety, and recently learned I... [more]
Hi i am 35 and never told a soul about this not even my wife.
About 25 years ago i was getting ready for bed just got out of shower and mom was there. I got dried off and head to my bedroom in my underwear like always. My little brother and sister was already in bed i get to stay up later because im oldest.
So mom tells me i can stay up a... [more]
Nothing makes me feel more guilty than knowing the only reason I’m alive despite my depression is my own fear of tactile pain. I’m not physically numb, I’m emotionally numb. Even my depression is messed up and doesn’t fit the standard.
I'm too boring to date.
My social life has deteriorated to where my best friend is a guy on Discord that... [more]
My wife has not been the greatest partner when it comes to s**. She does not satisfy me sexually. I’m tired of it. I want a spouse that enjoys s** and intimacy as much as I do. I feel like I’m h**** all the time... [more]
I just wish I had a support circle, family, friends, anything. I can't even rely on my close family, not that I don't want to, I can't. I have no friends more than on the internet, I'm recently learning how to socialize, but I'm still struggling with the whole trusting others because all of my experiences with personal relationships in the past... [more]
I have a stepson that makes living in my own house a living h***. My wife tried to discipline him to stop being disrespectful to me, her, and especially our daughter who is 6 years old. He definitely has narcissistic tendencies. According to his therapist. What I gather from that is that he only... [more]
Constantly took advantage of a woman who gave you her all.
Educated, intelligent, ditched by your dead-beat bum father, so she pulled up her socks, got to work and handled it all so she could provide a stable, fun-loving home full of laughter, love and support.
She did all that with such grace and honesty. We were all scared for her and... [more]
I flunked out of graduate school...loved the program, the people I met, where I lived...but my grades started slipping and I was losing control. Unable to find work that would pay the bills, I moved back home. After a year I grew extremely depressed. I stayed with my folks for way too long, trying to find a good job, a place to live, trying to... [more]
Im kinda depressed lately and things with my boyfriend arent going so well... im on a new school for the first time and i now have a great new group of friends, sadly... i think im falling in love with one of them... but yesterday i discovered he was into boys... but its strange because of the way he looks at me, it doesnt look just like... [more]
Ive never had s**. Ive never kissed a girl. Ive never even held the hand of someone I loved. S** isn't even the issue here. That's not my goal. I don't want to be with someone sexually that I am not devoted to and who is not also in turn devoted to me. I... [more]
I confess that I have no idea where my life is going. I’m 22 and I’m genuinely falling into a large form of depression. 😕 I’m nowhere as figured out as I thought I’d be. If anything I’m the complete opposite. I’m honestly a tad suicidal. Not even suicidal actually. Lol that’s abit dramatic but if someone offered me a pill and said this would kill... [more]
Idk y im saying anything here rly, i just wanted to get it off my chest.
For maybe 4 yrs now ive been dealing with mental health issues. My mom took me to see a psychiatrist but he really wasn’t helpful, he just gave me a few sheets with bubble fill ups of things along the lines of “sally feels this way, do you feel like it too”. He ended up... [more]
My best friend (m17) and I (f17) have known each other for almost 12 years now. our relationship is very complicated - mostly because, although I rarely lie to others, I lie to myself a lot.
I say we grew up together, but really, we didn't. despite being in the same school for 12 years, by some crazy anti-coincidence, we never had any classes... [more]
I just texted my ex-friend/roommate using a temporary texting app, told her off for abandoning me to my depression and anxiety (without saying who I was), then deleted the app. Was it cowardly? Yup. Was it the kind of thing only an a****** would do? Yup. Do I give a flying [more]
I just texted my ex-friend/roommate using a temporary texting app, told her off for abandoning me to my depression and anxiety without saying who I was, then deleted the app. Was it cowardly? Yup. Was it the kind of thing only an a****** would do? Yup. Do I give a flying [more]
I confessed recently that I was in love with my brothers wife. And I have been in love with her since I was ten years old.
I have been trying my best to forget about her but she has just taken all the space up in my mind lately. It started a couple of months ago when I fell in love with her all again at this house party. Since then I have been... [more]
I want to get pregnant so badly. I'm 25 and live with my boyfriend and our dog. We've been having some really tough months financially and mentally. We both suffer from depression and PTSD and for 3 weeks I was hospitalized due to me being suicidal. I had to quit many jobs because of the severe PTSD symptoms and we're on the verge of eviction. I... [more]
I want to die. I don't think I'm depressed, I just hate this world. The only things keeping me from suicide is 1) I do believe in God and am afraid of going to H*** and 2) I don't want to hurt my family. But I pray every day not to wake up or to have an accident or illness that takes me. I... [more]
I used to be really suicidal. i suffer from borderline personality disorder and i struggled with severe anxiety and depression for many years. im 26 and I still havent finished school, I have a huge bald spot, and my ex left me a year ago and got pregnant off some f******* literally 3 days after... [more]