Posts tagged "Depressed"

I live in a house on top of a hill near two lakes and a river.

Seven years ago my neighborhood experienced a huge flood. The rains came down steadily and hard for several days and overflowed its banks flooding and damaging about two hundred houses in the neighborhood.
My house was spared. Not one thing was damaged or even inconvenienced. The road by my house rose over the flood and I didn't even miss... [more]

Problems with hate

Due to abuse, I have problems with hate and depression. Really, most people just do not like me using the word "hate" because it upsets them. They (and most people) care less about me and my angry, hurting heart and more about appearances. S**** them.

Steadily declining mental health

Hello, lately I've been confessing some stuff here about self-harm, well I'm still here and I just feel pretty hopeless.
I'm 16, and I've always been quite an emotional person, I don't really take things lightly that much that I think are important. For example, I am in a relationship with a girl, and I love her with my whole heart. She is... [more]

High School is Miserable

I feel aboslutely depressed in high school. Everyday I feel like I'm going to cry. I don't really have friends I'm constant with, but despite that nothing is wrong. I am a straight a student who's not being bullied and is liked bh many people, but not popular which I am cool with. Everyone told me that high school was better than middle school... [more]

I'm a depressed, self-harming teen who fantasizes about death

I am depressed for no reason. Only reasons I can think of are that I have a hard time socializing and am always miserable and cry when I am at school. Other than that I am well-liked by many, and grade point average of at least 4.00 and have a family that loves me a little too much. I have many fandoms that distract me for which I am greatful, but... [more]

Longing for the end...in 20 years

I want to die. I've wanted to die since I was about 10 (40 now) but never actually went through with it. First I didn't want to disappoint my parents and cause my mom any sadness. But then I moved out and those feelings began to disappear. So, I turned to drugs, therapy, religion, anti-depressants, etc. and none of that worked. I only slunk... [more]

It feels so good

I don't self-harm often, but when I do, my my does it have an effect. It's painful, of course, but when the blood is flowing there's really not much that can compare.
The adrenaline rush is incredible, it's like getting high. Sometimes I just sit back and revel in it, it always calms me down or brings me up if I'm feeling particularly depressed... [more]

I'm 11, and feeling depressed. I won't say I am depressed yet.

Hi, I'm... let's say Bob, I can't think of a decent online name. Although I'm a girl. So, I just started a new school, a secondary school. It's the best school in the city, and you have to study loads to get in. I've been studying from year 2. (grade 2 to you Americans). And recently, the work at school is so hard and I can never seem to... [more]

Im 11 and im depressed

Through out my life starting with being a baby I was always a good kid, I never screamed I kept it to myself. I was always popular and had a few very close friends. In 2nd grade I found out that my parents were gonna divorce being that my mom was a horrible influence and a narc now looking back on it it made sense. But my dad the person I loved... [more]

Unexpected benifits

My wife lost interest in me. The marriage was cold. She was busy all the time and always claiming too tired for s** or even kissing and hugging. I felt lonely and became depressed. I wondered what was wrong with me that she did not love me. I felt trapped because we had kids and I felt a duty to give... [more]

Bleeding

Whenever I'm feeling particularly depressed or stressed out about things or just feeling down, I self-harm in an interesting way. The veins in my septum (the fleshy bits of the middle bit of your nose) are quite close to the surface and sometimes burst through the skin of their own accord if they get too hot.
When I self-harm, I don't cut... [more]

Nightmares

I keep having nightmares of horrible things happening, like school shootings, and I wake up terrified or crying. I have nightmares about my girlfriend or pets dying in my arms and I can never save them. I've had so many of my close relatives die and I'm still only f****** 16. My girlfriend has... [more]

Parenting.

I'm over being a parent. So exhausting. Work full time. Never get to see my wife, ever. Never have a social life of any kind. Broke. Tired. Depressed. Then stay at home parents try to tell me how to balance things out in life. Obnoxious. Obviously though, we will keep moving forward and provide and teach our kid.

I can't stand being a mom

I am 21 years old with two kids neither of them planed. I was on the depo with the first and the implant with the 2nd. They are 2 and 1. I suffer from depression anxiety PTSD and borderline personality disorder. Yah I get it I'm a f***** up person... I had my life planed out. I was gonna go into the navy. I was studying and working my a$$ off... [more]

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