Posts tagged "Depressed"

My liver might be dying , I don't even drink alcohol

My liver might be dying , I never even been with a woman before in my life and yet my liver is making me weaker every month, I don't know maybe I should go check my self into a mental hospital and make sure that my Brain is not badly damaged from all the concussions I suffered in hockey and my real bad bike accident. after all I did go through... [more]

I feel numb

I feel numb. I almost feel like I am experiencing nothing. Nothing seems real. I can't seem to pick up my school habits. I am never practicing my music yet somehow I am still first chair. I do not get pleasure from anything. Medication, therapy, being surrounded by friends, nothing. Nothing makes me happy. I wish I had the guts and the privacy to... [more]

I Need To Help Her......

Yesterday, my day wasn't really great. My depression was really bad that day and I even purposely gave myself a black and blue eye. I just had have enough and I was bawling my eyes out. All I wanted was the love and comfort from my oldest sister Samantha, who I adore more than anything on this Earth. I wanted to tell her all of my... [more]

March 8th: Diary Entry. 7:31 PM, Wednesday

Wow I really didn't have a great day today. I didn't finish my rough draft for my research paper. I had an emotional breakdown that period because of it, and my teacher had to talk to me outside. She was assuring me that I'm not a failure, but I really am. I could've completed it. But I have to do it now so I can get credit......
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My Urge To Self Harm

I have been struggling with depression ever since I was 12 (I'm 14 now), but it has gotten increasingly worse. I find myself itching to harm myself, but since I'm a wimp and I have a low pain tolerance I haven't really done anything major. But I have always felt that I need to be punished and I should hurt myself. Usually what I do is slap my face... [more]

Should I tell?

There is a kid at my school who is always bullied and depressed and is just super sketchy. He always shows off his guns and s*** on social media but I saw on a social media outlet he had a secret account that says "4/20/2017" might be his birthday or some [more]

I hate myself and feel ashamed for what I am

Alright, here goes nothing...
I'm 23 (will be turning 24 in a month) and I feel heavily attracted to teenage girls.
It all started when I was very young, like 16yo or something like that. I would get involved with girls way younger than me. Girls who were older than me never caught my attention that much and that was when I realized there... [more]

My husband wants me to have s** with his best friend ?

My husband wants me to have s** with his best friend Eddie . My husbands best friend has been so depressed ever since his wife left him . Both my husband and I have been worried that he might do something really stupid . My husband said that i have s** with... [more]

Self Harming

I used to self harm a little. When my BFF found out who did so and was suicidal I lied about the reason. I told her it was over a boy and had to dramatise everything. The real reason was my body issues and the pressure to be skinny from my mother. I don't know why I lied but she must have thought I was pathetic. But whenever I did tell her a... [more]

I'm a toy....

I'm a male, so many f***** up things have happened to me, but it feels so right now. I'm 28, when I was 12 I realized masochism, it felt so sweet to be that way, it tied in well with my kindness. I began to obsess, I didn't know it but I was already submissive in nature and taught well, I was always... [more]

I hate being a mom

I f****** hate being a mom. I love my child with all my heart but I wasn't ready for this. The person I had the baby with said he'd be there every step of the way and now I'm stuck doing this alone. I can't pee alone, eat, sleep, bathe f******... [more]

Screwed and stuck

I just got home from dropping off my 3 kids at school . Realized how much I hate my life .I love my kids but ,they are selfish and annoying .All they do is fight with each other ,and everyday they are out of my control , because I only see them 50% of the time .Some stupid doctor tried to tell me it's quality time not quantity...,bullshit! Life... [more]


I would rather be exhausted than lonely and depressed

Disability should be allowed s**, marriage and babies too

I seen a lady I met who has a slight mental disability and all she talks about is being an aunty and she gives speeches all the time but she has a kind heart and honest. her parents died and they were very wealthy and I can't get over how she can fuss over a stranger's kid in the bus and not question why she has no husband and baby herself. its a... [more]

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