Posts tagged "Depressed"

KILL ME NOW

I confess that I have no idea where my life is going. I’m 22 and I’m genuinely falling into a large form of depression. 😕 I’m nowhere as figured out as I thought I’d be. If anything I’m the complete opposite. I’m honestly a tad suicidal. Not even suicidal actually. Lol that’s abit dramatic but if someone offered me a pill and said this would kill... [more]

I probably shouldnt vent here

Idk y im saying anything here rly, i just wanted to get it off my chest.
For maybe 4 yrs now ive been dealing with mental health issues. My mom took me to see a psychiatrist but he really wasn’t helpful, he just gave me a few sheets with bubble fill ups of things along the lines of “sally feels this way, do you feel like it too”. He ended up... [more]

I am searching for something from him, but I have no idea what

My best friend (m17) and I (f17) have known each other for almost 12 years now. our relationship is very complicated - mostly because, although I rarely lie to others, I lie to myself a lot.
I say we grew up together, but really, we didn't. despite being in the same school for 12 years, by some crazy anti-coincidence, we never had any classes... [more]

I am a petty a******... but I don’t care anymore

I just texted my ex-friend/roommate using a temporary texting app, told her off for abandoning me to my depression and anxiety (without saying who I was), then deleted the app. Was it cowardly? Yup. Was it the kind of thing only an a****** would do? Yup. Do I give a flying [more]

I am such a b****... I don’t care.

I just texted my ex-friend/roommate using a temporary texting app, told her off for abandoning me to my depression and anxiety without saying who I was, then deleted the app. Was it cowardly? Yup. Was it the kind of thing only an a****** would do? Yup. Do I give a flying [more]

My sister in law 2

I confessed recently that I was in love with my brothers wife. And I have been in love with her since I was ten years old.
I have been trying my best to forget about her but she has just taken all the space up in my mind lately. It started a couple of months ago when I fell in love with her all again at this house party. Since then I have been... [more]

I want to be pregnant so bad.

I want to get pregnant so badly. I'm 25 and live with my boyfriend and our dog. We've been having some really tough months financially and mentally. We both suffer from depression and PTSD and for 3 weeks I was hospitalized due to me being suicidal. I had to quit many jobs because of the severe PTSD symptoms and we're on the verge of eviction. I... [more]

I want to die

I want to die. I don't think I'm depressed, I just hate this world. The only things keeping me from suicide is 1) I do believe in God and am afraid of going to H*** and 2) I don't want to hurt my family. But I pray every day not to wake up or to have an accident or illness that takes me. I... [more]

End of my rope again

I used to be really suicidal. i suffer from borderline personality disorder and i struggled with severe anxiety and depression for many years. im 26 and I still havent finished school, I have a huge bald spot, and my ex left me a year ago and got pregnant off some f******* literally 3 days after... [more]

Ashamed and Depressed

I'm lost. 21 years old with no idea how to get through life. I'm doing what I can but I'm still in limbo.
I had to move in with my boyfriend and his family because I was heavily neglected, sheltered, and abused by my own. I'm in a completely different city, state, and environment, leading a different life.
His mom drives me crazy. Seriously... [more]

I don't know how to help my son through his depression

I let him know I love him and that I'm there for him. We talk openly about it, and he confides in me. We're close so we have no problem communicating, but I just wish I could do more.
It was initially h****** our relationship. I'm a single mother and he's my only child so it fell on me to do... [more]

I'm a s***** person

I'm such a f****** s*** person, I made my friend who is already struggling with depression and who can't get out of bed in the morning, feel awful. I kept on going on about how important school is and how she should go but now she feels terrible. I... [more]

Please help me

* im sorry if this is too long but please if someone knows how to help me i would appreciate that*
im a teen and i hate my life. i have everything: the most loving parents, friends, clothes, food and all stuff i need. but im not happy.my parents do everything they can to make me happy but that happines doesnt last long. firstly im 16 and i hate... [more]

The last thread is fraying (suicide thoughts)

I don't necessarily want to kill myself, but I want to die. I'm 28, a US Vet, disabled, PTSD, the works. Growing up I had no friends, until I got into high school. I had been bullied by everyone through elementary and middle school, that I either would've killed myself or shot up the school had I not changed high schools. After high school, I... [more]

I don’t want to exist anymore

I brain has f***** me over. I’m so depressed and I’ve been trying for years to get better but there is no way out. I’ve been trying relentlessly. Help lines leave me on hold. Even those who are supposed to be there in crisis don’t want to hear me. No one is listening to how bad I feel, they only... [more]

Inexcusable behavior

This past weekend my boyfriend and I stayed in NYC to celebrate my birthday. We went to clubs with my friends one of those nights and he was mad about something and left me at the bar to go back to the hotel. I was drunk out of my ass and had to worry about getting back to the hotel by myself which got my angry because I’m a drunk girl in the city... [more]

I've felt miserable and don't know why

I've just felt so miserable with my life and I can't understand why
I'm not diagnosed with depression or anything so I guess it's not that (but how would I know)
I can't seem to focus on my homework and I have little time to finish it all
I'd draw to make myself feel better but it only angers me more because I just don't feel like it's good... [more]

Depression

I think the only reason I don't scratch my wrists is because if I did people would see because I absolutely HATE long sleeves. I feel like I forced myself to save myself sometimes.!.

I hate my own parents

Since I was young, my dad had always been living in another town for work purposes. I remember moving when I was 7 to where he was working but somehow, he moved back to the place we moved away from. When i was older, my mom told me that dad had promised to move his business to the new place we were at in a year and that was the reason we moved... [more]

I feel useless..

A lot of my friend's are depressed and suicidal. Which by being around them made me the same.
Now there's nothing wrong with my friends. We're all like one big family. We treat each other well and support one another.
But I always try my best to comfort and encourage them at first. But it's been so long that by now I've lost my hope, I've... [more]

I Don't Want to Care for My Father In His Old Age

I agreed to come live with my father and help him after my mother died. Now I'm so miserable I can't stand it. He's not a bad person; he never abused me or was cruel to me. He's not disabled or bedridden, doesn't require a nurse. He's just forgetful and can't drive at night. But I left home 15 years ago, left the State and never wanted to come... [more]

Everyone treats me like a doormat, please help

I was bullied all through school. I eventually stopped going to church because I was even getting ridiculed there, accused of things I didn't actually do, while the rest of the youth my age got drunk and barfed every weekend, yet they were deemed as perfect angels. Moving on...
Ive quit or been fired from about 30 jobs for similar reasons (any... [more]

I'm troubled because of my sexual urges and religion

I am a sixteen years old guy and I am bisexual however throughout the months I have been having thoughts of dating a guy I have a crush on and been thinking about him a lot for the past month or so and i'm always happy whenever I think about spending time with him and a gay relationship in general but i'm Christian and it's against my religion but... [more]

I gave away the guy I m********* to... to my friend.

The guy I fantasize about is the twin brother of my ex-boyfriend.. My ex was an a****** but his twin is a cool guy. I have a close female friend who dated the brother. She said to me today that she is depressed AF and has some concert tickets to use. I said, "Why don't you use them on [other... [more]

Depression

I've battled depression for years. I'm the one that posted a while ago saying I can't stop thinking of my ex boyfriends even thought I'm in a happy relationship with 3 kids.
I'm always up all night. I never sleep.
It finally hit me just now. The bottom line for my depression and my desire to die. It sounds stupid but... I just want to mean... [more]

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