Posts tagged "Depressed"

Depression and suicide

I know this may seem like an exaggeration, but this how I genuinely feel.
TL:DR I've been dealing with a lot of s***, I hate everyone, and I feel like everyone hates me. I have no friends with me, and I can't talk to anyone, as I don't mix well with them. I feel like i'm destined to fail and... [more]

How Best to Deal with a Bully...?

Because that's just what white people are. Bullies. People who hate and base their hate on stereotypes and myths they concocted to give their hate 'meaning' and justification.
They seek to mentally and physically harm others because they feel inferior, so tout superiority, with no respect.
Whenever I hear a child is being abused in school or... [more]

My ex is playing mind games

My ex and I lived together with pets, etc. He has been unhappy for the past few months, not able to sleep, depressed, angry and lashing out. He normally has a temper and is often in a negative mood, but it has increased. He mentioned he’s unhappy in the relationship because he wants more and to have children, but I’ve told him that I can’t move... [more]

My step dad

This is about my step dad, and how much I want to kill him. I’m 17 and he’s been in my life since I was 5. He came into my life after my dad broke up with my mom because she is crazy (to this day she still is) I was an only child at first. I saw my dad every other weekend (we get along great). After awhile he started having kids with my mom... [more]

I wish my father would die

I don't want my father to die, but I think that would be the easiest way out for everyone. If my mum kicked him out or he just left he'd hardly be able to manage on his own and she would feel so guilty she'd be even more depressed. My father is a black cloud over our lives, emotionally abusive, mentally ill. He contributes nothing to our home but... [more]

My courage stands strong

I finally broke up with my gf of 3 Years. We’ve had our ups and downs but now it’s attachment as time went by se began to hide things from me. Communication and honesty are my main purposes in a relationship. Besides the fact that her parents never are never will like me. I grew the courage to end things. Not feel attatched. Not feel like I use... [more]

I Compare My Used Husband to Virgin Ex's and Regret Marrying Him

I don't believe in religions, but I decided to wait until marriage because I didn't want random men to take advantage of me. I was still not judgmental about my dates' history. Virginity does not make one saint. I did things with them except for s**. And of course, I wanted it to be special.
I now... [more]

Loser

I feel like the biggest loser. I'm 21, jobless because of health issues (both mental and physical), I live with my parents and younger brothers who I don't get along with (mom and oldest younger brother), I've gained 10 or 15 lbs from this new birth control pill I'm on even though I'm working out and staying away from junk food, and I barely know... [more]

Overdose Suicide

About 7 months ago, I was 1 year clean of self harm, but I started again because my depression returned. 3 months ago, I attempted suicide by overdosing on ibuprofen (you'd have to take around 150-some ibuprofen pills to actually kill yourself) at school in my bible classroom.
I just wanted to share this to get this off my chest. I don't want... [more]

People Who Cut For Attention

Dear people who cut for attention,
I just want to let you know that I hate you and everyone who cuts because they're actually depressed also probably hate you. Self harm is NOT a funny thing and it's not something that should be used as a way to gain sympathy, attention, or popularity.
Self harm in any form (burns, cuts, bruises...) will... [more]

I want to kill my stepfather and mother...

At first, it was just verbal abuse. Then it got physical. The police found over 20 bruises all over my body from him. But they still couldn't put him in prison because my mother didn't even go to court. She didn't even TRY to go. So, he was released and I took the beating I was given after. Then mum and my stepdad broke up. I was like "Finally, no... [more]

Help me

I would've been one year clean of self harm but I couldn't repress my depression any longer

My Teeth are nasty

I brush my teeth twice a day, for two minutes as directed. I even use baking soda and coconut oil as the "Spiritual Community" insists upon... but I haven't flossed for 2 months now... I've been depressed so taking 100% care of myself hasn't been a priority. Crap excuse, I know, though anyone who has ever been depressed understands. But jeez. I... [more]

Feeling Trapped

I feel trapped in my relationship. I've been having doubts about it since December, and each week passing by has given me more to question. Now, he's claimed depression, and I'd feel like a crap person for leaving him in his time of need. The thing is, it's making me miserable too. We're in a relationship, but at this point, we don't act like it... [more]

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