Posts tagged "Depressed"

Inexcusable behavior

This past weekend my boyfriend and I stayed in NYC to celebrate my birthday. We went to clubs with my friends one of those nights and he was mad about something and left me at the bar to go back to the hotel. I was drunk out of my ass and had to worry about getting back to the hotel by myself which got my angry because I’m a drunk girl in the city... [more]

I've felt miserable and don't know why

I've just felt so miserable with my life and I can't understand why
I'm not diagnosed with depression or anything so I guess it's not that (but how would I know)
I can't seem to focus on my homework and I have little time to finish it all
I'd draw to make myself feel better but it only angers me more because I just don't feel like it's good... [more]

Depression

I think the only reason I don't scratch my wrists is because if I did people would see because I absolutely HATE long sleeves. I feel like I forced myself to save myself sometimes.!.

I hate my own parents

Since I was young, my dad had always been living in another town for work purposes. I remember moving when I was 7 to where he was working but somehow, he moved back to the place we moved away from. When i was older, my mom told me that dad had promised to move his business to the new place we were at in a year and that was the reason we moved... [more]

I feel useless..

A lot of my friend's are depressed and suicidal. Which by being around them made me the same.
Now there's nothing wrong with my friends. We're all like one big family. We treat each other well and support one another.
But I always try my best to comfort and encourage them at first. But it's been so long that by now I've lost my hope, I've... [more]

I Don't Want to Care for My Father In His Old Age

I agreed to come live with my father and help him after my mother died. Now I'm so miserable I can't stand it. He's not a bad person; he never abused me or was cruel to me. He's not disabled or bedridden, doesn't require a nurse. He's just forgetful and can't drive at night. But I left home 15 years ago, left the State and never wanted to come... [more]

Everyone treats me like a doormat, please help

I was bullied all through school. I eventually stopped going to church because I was even getting ridiculed there, accused of things I didn't actually do, while the rest of the youth my age got drunk and barfed every weekend, yet they were deemed as perfect angels. Moving on...
Ive quit or been fired from about 30 jobs for similar reasons (any... [more]

I'm troubled because of my sexual urges and religion

I am a sixteen years old guy and I am bisexual however throughout the months I have been having thoughts of dating a guy I have a crush on and been thinking about him a lot for the past month or so and i'm always happy whenever I think about spending time with him and a gay relationship in general but i'm Christian and it's against my religion but... [more]

I gave away the guy I m********* to... to my friend.

The guy I fantasize about is the twin brother of my ex-boyfriend.. My ex was an a****** but his twin is a cool guy. I have a close female friend who dated the brother. She said to me today that she is depressed AF and has some concert tickets to use. I said, "Why don't you use them on [other... [more]

Depression

I've battled depression for years. I'm the one that posted a while ago saying I can't stop thinking of my ex boyfriends even thought I'm in a happy relationship with 3 kids.
I'm always up all night. I never sleep.
It finally hit me just now. The bottom line for my depression and my desire to die. It sounds stupid but... I just want to mean... [more]

I wish to work with zero humans

Any human resources office will site the statistics that you are more likely to get fired over your social skills (or lack thereof) than you are for being incompetent at your job. I have had about 30 jobs. Either quit because I was getting harassed and bullied, or I was let go. I have a college education. Poor social skills. Most people Ive... [more]

This letter is for D,

I know you have feelings for me and they're strong but I can't take another step toward you. You're a great man. I know you feel like you owe me when you say "you saved my life." Frankly, it was nice seeing you overcoming through depression. You deserved it! You deserve to live a happy life and remain happy. I was surprised at the sudden change... [more]

Depression

I am mildly depressed. Just a almost continual sadness. A bit of a feeling of inadequacy. A feeling that I have not achieved.

Catfishing A Guy.. How do I fix this without ending it?

I've been talking to this guy since April, I honestly have crazy feelings for him. He appears to be the same way.
He knows I am mentally ill.. really depressed and I take care of my mother with breast cancer. He knows I have no self esteem and doesnt understand how, and it kills me when he expresses that.
I look nothing like the pictures.... [more]

Im a bad person

I am probably one of the worst people I have ever meet. I honestly don't know how to keep my mouth shut about anything. I stayed at a friends house over the weekend and I was furious at my brother. He is such a bully and I couldn't stand that he could dish it out but can't take the heat. So i started just talking out my ass not caring what came... [more]

Gay but...

I'm gay but I'm in a straight marriage. I feel I'm just going through the motions of life. Not really happy nor depressed. I mean I love her but it's more like a friendship than a marriage.

I hate my father so so much

Simplly my father is 90% of my problems and depression in life. You probably think that I am exaggerating. Sadly not . He is an old narcissist son of a b****. Ones He beat my mom in front of all of us he and my big brother gang up against her. he literally just stepped on her head that day. I... [more]

I really hate my family.

Today I realized I had enough, I'm 1500 miles away from home without a car to finish college and the only two people I know are my brothers, I have been here for 8 months and they constantly leave me out and pretend I don't exist I live across the sidewalk from one of my brothers and I did not see him for a month. I have been suicidal and... [more]

My Bruises Make Me Feel Worthless

My husband and I have been together for almost 8 years (married for about 2). We have been though a lot together, I mean a lot. We have had our ups and downs but we always bounce back and I can honesty say that I know we are head over heels in love. But the downs have been getting worse. In the past year, my husband has put his hands on me more... [more]

F*** me man

I don’t know who I am and i honestly have no clue who I want to be. I feel like I’m a victim a lot, like I’ve been cursed somehow and the universe keeps me from being happy. I’m a good conversationalist but even though I never admit it I’m happier being alone than with people. A lot of my friendships fall apart when I’m not forced to see people... [more]

Im 12 and have depression but no one knows

Im 12 and have depression because of my brother that has ADHD he hasnt acctually been diagnosed with it but my whole family just thinks he has got it. He always had all the attention i cant even get any alone time with my mom or dad he hasnt really abused me or anything because hes scared of me but once he tried to strangle me by pushing me... [more]

I had s** with my best friend and I can not forgive myself

Last night I stayed with one of my childhood friends. A friend, with whom I have some history. We both shared one of the darkest secrets of our lives. Since, sixth grade we used to fool around with each other. Yes, he started it and even though at first I was a little shocked I started to like it. We continued that since 9th grade.
3 years ago... [more]

Depression and suicide

I know this may seem like an exaggeration, but this how I genuinely feel.
TL:DR I've been dealing with a lot of s***, I hate everyone, and I feel like everyone hates me. I have no friends with me, and I can't talk to anyone, as I don't mix well with them. I feel like i'm destined to fail and... [more]

How Best to Deal with a Bully...?

Because that's just what white people are. Bullies. People who hate and base their hate on stereotypes and myths they concocted to give their hate 'meaning' and justification.
They seek to mentally and physically harm others because they feel inferior, so tout superiority, with no respect.
Whenever I hear a child is being abused in school or... [more]

My ex is playing mind games

My ex and I lived together with pets, etc. He has been unhappy for the past few months, not able to sleep, depressed, angry and lashing out. He normally has a temper and is often in a negative mood, but it has increased. He mentioned he’s unhappy in the relationship because he wants more and to have children, but I’ve told him that I can’t move... [more]

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