Posts tagged "Depressed"

I wish to work with zero humans

Any human resources office will site the statistics that you are more likely to get fired over your social skills (or lack thereof) than you are for being incompetent at your job. I have had about 30 jobs. Either quit because I was getting harassed and bullied, or I was let go. I have a college education. Poor social skills. Most people Ive... [more]

This letter is for D,

I know you have feelings for me and they're strong but I can't take another step toward you. You're a great man. I know you feel like you owe me when you say "you saved my life." Frankly, it was nice seeing you overcoming through depression. You deserved it! You deserve to live a happy life and remain happy. I was surprised at the sudden change... [more]

Depression

I am mildly depressed. Just a almost continual sadness. A bit of a feeling of inadequacy. A feeling that I have not achieved.

Catfishing A Guy.. How do I fix this without ending it?

I've been talking to this guy since April, I honestly have crazy feelings for him. He appears to be the same way.
He knows I am mentally ill.. really depressed and I take care of my mother with breast cancer. He knows I have no self esteem and doesnt understand how, and it kills me when he expresses that.
I look nothing like the pictures.... [more]

Im a bad person

I am probably one of the worst people I have ever meet. I honestly don't know how to keep my mouth shut about anything. I stayed at a friends house over the weekend and I was furious at my brother. He is such a bully and I couldn't stand that he could dish it out but can't take the heat. So i started just talking out my ass not caring what came... [more]

Gay but...

I'm gay but I'm in a straight marriage. I feel I'm just going through the motions of life. Not really happy nor depressed. I mean I love her but it's more like a friendship than a marriage.

I hate my father so so much

Simplly my father is 90% of my problems and depression in life. You probably think that I am exaggerating. Sadly not . He is an old narcissist son of a b****. Ones He beat my mom in front of all of us he and my big brother gang up against her. he literally just stepped on her head that day. I... [more]

I really hate my family.

Today I realized I had enough, I'm 1500 miles away from home without a car to finish college and the only two people I know are my brothers, I have been here for 8 months and they constantly leave me out and pretend I don't exist I live across the sidewalk from one of my brothers and I did not see him for a month. I have been suicidal and... [more]

My Bruises Make Me Feel Worthless

My husband and I have been together for almost 8 years (married for about 2). We have been though a lot together, I mean a lot. We have had our ups and downs but we always bounce back and I can honesty say that I know we are head over heels in love. But the downs have been getting worse. In the past year, my husband has put his hands on me more... [more]

F*** me man

I don’t know who I am and i honestly have no clue who I want to be. I feel like I’m a victim a lot, like I’ve been cursed somehow and the universe keeps me from being happy. I’m a good conversationalist but even though I never admit it I’m happier being alone than with people. A lot of my friendships fall apart when I’m not forced to see people... [more]

Im 12 and have depression but no one knows

Im 12 and have depression because of my brother that has ADHD he hasnt acctually been diagnosed with it but my whole family just thinks he has got it. He always had all the attention i cant even get any alone time with my mom or dad he hasnt really abused me or anything because hes scared of me but once he tried to strangle me by pushing me... [more]

I had s** with my best friend and I can not forgive myself

Last night I stayed with one of my childhood friends. A friend, with whom I have some history. We both shared one of the darkest secrets of our lives. Since, sixth grade we used to fool around with each other. Yes, he started it and even though at first I was a little shocked I started to like it. We continued that since 9th grade.
3 years ago... [more]

Depression and suicide

I know this may seem like an exaggeration, but this how I genuinely feel.
TL:DR I've been dealing with a lot of s***, I hate everyone, and I feel like everyone hates me. I have no friends with me, and I can't talk to anyone, as I don't mix well with them. I feel like i'm destined to fail and... [more]

How Best to Deal with a Bully...?

Because that's just what white people are. Bullies. People who hate and base their hate on stereotypes and myths they concocted to give their hate 'meaning' and justification.
They seek to mentally and physically harm others because they feel inferior, so tout superiority, with no respect.
Whenever I hear a child is being abused in school or... [more]

My ex is playing mind games

My ex and I lived together with pets, etc. He has been unhappy for the past few months, not able to sleep, depressed, angry and lashing out. He normally has a temper and is often in a negative mood, but it has increased. He mentioned he’s unhappy in the relationship because he wants more and to have children, but I’ve told him that I can’t move... [more]

My step dad

This is about my step dad, and how much I want to kill him. I’m 17 and he’s been in my life since I was 5. He came into my life after my dad broke up with my mom because she is crazy (to this day she still is) I was an only child at first. I saw my dad every other weekend (we get along great). After awhile he started having kids with my mom... [more]

I wish my father would die

I don't want my father to die, but I think that would be the easiest way out for everyone. If my mum kicked him out or he just left he'd hardly be able to manage on his own and she would feel so guilty she'd be even more depressed. My father is a black cloud over our lives, emotionally abusive, mentally ill. He contributes nothing to our home but... [more]

My courage stands strong

I finally broke up with my gf of 3 Years. We’ve had our ups and downs but now it’s attachment as time went by se began to hide things from me. Communication and honesty are my main purposes in a relationship. Besides the fact that her parents never are never will like me. I grew the courage to end things. Not feel attatched. Not feel like I use... [more]

I Compare My Used Husband to Virgin Ex's and Regret Marrying Him

I don't believe in religions, but I decided to wait until marriage because I didn't want random men to take advantage of me. I was still not judgmental about my dates' history. Virginity does not make one saint. I did things with them except for s**. And of course, I wanted it to be special.
I now... [more]

Loser

I feel like the biggest loser. I'm 21, jobless because of health issues (both mental and physical), I live with my parents and younger brothers who I don't get along with (mom and oldest younger brother), I've gained 10 or 15 lbs from this new birth control pill I'm on even though I'm working out and staying away from junk food, and I barely know... [more]

Overdose Suicide

About 7 months ago, I was 1 year clean of self harm, but I started again because my depression returned. 3 months ago, I attempted suicide by overdosing on ibuprofen (you'd have to take around 150-some ibuprofen pills to actually kill yourself) at school in my bible classroom.
I just wanted to share this to get this off my chest. I don't want... [more]

People Who Cut For Attention

Dear people who cut for attention,
I just want to let you know that I hate you and everyone who cuts because they're actually depressed also probably hate you. Self harm is NOT a funny thing and it's not something that should be used as a way to gain sympathy, attention, or popularity.
Self harm in any form (burns, cuts, bruises...) will... [more]

I want to kill my stepfather and mother...

At first, it was just verbal abuse. Then it got physical. The police found over 20 bruises all over my body from him. But they still couldn't put him in prison because my mother didn't even go to court. She didn't even TRY to go. So, he was released and I took the beating I was given after. Then mum and my stepdad broke up. I was like "Finally, no... [more]

Help me

I would've been one year clean of self harm but I couldn't repress my depression any longer

My Teeth are nasty

I brush my teeth twice a day, for two minutes as directed. I even use baking soda and coconut oil as the "Spiritual Community" insists upon... but I haven't flossed for 2 months now... I've been depressed so taking 100% care of myself hasn't been a priority. Crap excuse, I know, though anyone who has ever been depressed understands. But jeez. I... [more]

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