Posts tagged "Depressed"

Disability should be allowed s**, marriage and babies too

I seen a lady I met who has a slight mental disability and all she talks about is being an aunty and she gives speeches all the time but she has a kind heart and honest. her parents died and they were very wealthy and I can't get over how she can fuss over a stranger's kid in the bus and not question why she has no husband and baby herself. its a... [more]

I had a mental breakdown

Not long ago, I had a mental breakdown. I completely broke down in a heap, and was close to suicide.
I've had to be strong for so long, I just couldn't anymore. All the stress of being a single parent: the money worries, worrying about safety, stress, anxiety, tiredness. All of it. It all just caught up to me. Afterwards, the littlest things... [more]

One and Done!

I'm so happy I only had one kid. I stuck to my guns, much to the pressure of friends and family, and knew I would never take on this much responsibility ever again. No f****** way! No support, no help, depressed, close to suicide so many times. I look back and know the only reason I survived was... [more]

I just want to talk

Ughh.
I'm 30, married with a beautiful wife and daughter that I love. My wife takes too much care of me, i take care of her. I love it, its annoying sometimes but she's so great t, probably the best thing that happened to me. Reminding myself of the good things, where I am
Ughh.
I have a bad relationship withy father. He's a... [more]

I watched an execution

I posted about a man in a park who raped and murdered a fifty-something-year-old woman in a park under aggravating circumstances.
Because of my job I had to watch him die by lethal injection.
He was led into the room and like the psychopathic murderer that he was, he came in unafraid and calm. The needles were inserted without incident and... [more]

I hate myself

I want to die, I hate myself. I am a worthless piece of s***. I am a terrible house wife constantly behind on the house work. I am a mother of one beautiful, smart girl if it wasn't for her I wouldn't be here to write this. I do not have the energy to do it all, Hubby works long and hard and what do... [more]

Getting help

I realized Im delusional and paranoid and depressed and anxious and everything. But if I'm not off my rocker, FU C KKK everyone that has invaded my privacy and humiliated me. F uuuu CCC kkkkk you hard. I saw all of you.
But then again I should even out, and let go of some insecurities. For the record, NOT including my [more]

Routine

I am so sick of this daily routine. No matter what I do in life it never feels exciting or new. Life is so stale sometimes. Everyone I know says thats just the way life is everyones life is boring and routinized. And i look around and that seems true but god why does it have to be that way? Why is that normal? I watch all these exciting movies... [more]

This is my story

When I was a kid, I was at an all-day kindergarten every day until the age of 4. I didn't really connect with anyone on an integral and personal level that most kids have with their parents, simply because I was never spending one entire day with a single group of people.
I was always the last one to be picked up by my mother usually, my father... [more]

Why My Thanksgiving Was Terrible

So on Thanksgiving we arrived to my grandparents house. For once I wasn't feeling too depressed (I have depression and go to therapy). My sister that is currently forming came by and I'm really close with her. So we were alone in my grandparents bedroom hanging up our coats and she asked me how I was doing. I told her the truth and said: “Well... [more]

I've achieved everything but have never been so sad

Here I am. 3o-something years old, a physician with several prestigious medical directorships and a high paying hospital position. Residency is done, I have a beautiful fiancé, I'm healthy and good looking with great family and friends. On the surface it is the ideal situation. But, here I am. Writing on an anonymous confession board trying to... [more]

Unhappy

I'm a mother of two 1 yr olds my life is going very well. But I can't help but feeling unhappy, miserable and depressed all The time. I cry everyday and I always over think situations can't really figure out what's wrong!!

I'm a crazy heartbeat addict...

I'm an 18 yo male, and as the title says, I'm crazy about heartbeats. I've had this fascination all my life. I remember being about 4 or 5 and laying in my bed at night fantasizing about someone holding me in their warm chest and hearing their heartbeat while sleeping with them. Certainly not in a bad way, just thoughts and wishes I had that were... [more]

I am not a man

My sadness. Depression. Reminds me of my failure as a husband. As a parent. As a human being. As a man. 15 years in the emotional frozen wastelands of loneliness have taken their toll.
You took control of the house, family, kids. Pretty much every decision was taken by you. Anything I wanted had to be asked, explained, cajoled, begged. On... [more]

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