Posts tagged "Feelings"


Our family wife and kids were visiting another family that we have just gotten to know. They invited us over for dinner. They have two daughters 12 and 15. At 8:30 they told them go get changed for bed. The girls went off without argument which amazed me but then they came back wearing white nighties. Very 1950's. I was mesmerised. All... [more]

I hate this lonely feeling

I always feel alone.
Even though i know i have people around me who care about me, i cant shake this feeling.
i miss people that dont miss me
i feel that im in this alone and no one cares
my brother and sister always do things together and never think of me
my best friend who was like mirror to me moved to a different country and now were... [more]

Feeling her up

There has been times when some of my female friends and family members get so intoxicated that I have been able to feel them up open up their clothing and suck on their nipples and finger them and I have taken pictures of them like that and they have no idea what I was doing. True story

My courage stands strong

I finally broke up with my gf of 3 Years. We’ve had our ups and downs but now it’s attachment as time went by se began to hide things from me. Communication and honesty are my main purposes in a relationship. Besides the fact that her parents never are never will like me. I grew the courage to end things. Not feel attatched. Not feel like I use... [more]

My smoking girl

My daughter is 13. I let her smoke. I provide her with all the ciggies she wants. The only reason I don't feel too terrible about it is that I smoke and started at her age, and nothing bad has happened to me. She really likes to smoke. I mean really! How can I deny her? I love her too much.

I have ergophobia. I'm scared no one will believe me...

Ergophobia is a thing. I feel helpless and trapped. Whenever I think about finding a job after about five years, I feel ashamed and useless.
I don't know what steps to take to start living a normal, productive life. And I'm 30! I'm scared this will last forever.
I went to college. I have skills. I still feel like I make tons of mistakes... [more]

New relationship

It’s really hard. This feeling that I’m starting over, the beginning of a new relationship where my last one wasn’t new for three years. Working for what I want, watching my step, learning him and what he likes is so scary.
Sometimes when I am alone, I think about how difficult it is. I wonder if he’s thinking of me or how stupid I am or how I... [more]


I have a friend who owns several businesses. He is a gun enthusiast. So am I but to a much lesser degree. He makes a lot more money than I do.
I was at a gun show a few miles from my house when I saw an Italian side by side 10 gauge shotgun and the seller was asking $1000.00 for it. That's is a once in a lifetime deal. Italian shotguns... [more]

I think i'm trans but...

I think i am trans, m to f most likely, but i don't want to come out as trans because my two other siblings have came out as trans, i feel like if i were to say i was trans i would look like i'm trying to copy them, i've been denying my gender since i first saw nude women, i thought "I would like to be more like that" and would change into female... [more]

I miss my bestfriend/lover

This guy moved across the road from my house when i was doing my 1st year in undergrad. We became REALY good friends, he would come over to my house we would hangout for hours!!
We talked about everything, from if aliens exsist to far way lands we want to see.
Ive always wondered if there was something there, if im the olny one wondering... [more]


I gave up the love of my life for a lifestyle my parents would approve of. My parents are elderly and wants what’s best for me. I come from a wealthy family by both sides mom & dad. I’m 22 Years young with a masters degree and currently still in school. Just married to a friend of the family’s son (Asian) surgeon. He’s not the best of good looking... [more]

I'm A Good Girl But....

A satanic s*** (or at least I feel like it). All I can ever thing about is pleasing a nice big c***. Just licking the tip, making it twitch before he blows out a huge load. Hehe, makes you wonder huh? Have I always been like this? Tbh, I have. Ever... [more]

I don't know what to name this

I have a difficult time talking to you. I never know what to say. You're always aggressive and manipulative. Every time I decide "I'll message him" then out of the blue, you're back to aggression. I never know what to say to you. You always vent and continue with the blame game. After your aggressive episode, you become emotional. I work with... [more]

Strung Along

My long-term boyfriend keeps telling me he wants to get married and be with me forever. He has been telling me that for five years. I’ve reached the point where I no longer believe him.
Four years ago, we moved in together. Three years ago, we merged our finances. Two years ago, he moved across the country with me. One year ago, he said he... [more]

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