Posts tagged "Happy"
I am 14 years old and female.
Does that make me more emotional.... probably.
So the fact is, I've never understood myself, who I am, my feelings, the things I do, none of it.
And to avoid showing the true self I am alone and inside I have created a fake me. The me everyone thinks I am.
A cheery happy girl, who yells a lot and smiles... [more]
My sister treats me like I was a monster or a bad guy and she tells me I'm the worst thing and I ruined her life.But if you were to know me in real life I'm a very awkward and I like personal space.She says that I don't love her because she is always bothering me and I tell her to please stop. Then later I accidentally I do something wrong and she... [more]
I had an affair. We fell in love. We were truly in love. However, we broke it off because his wife found out and threatened to tell everyone. I stayed away for a month. Then I wrote him a brief email telling him I'd always love him and I hoped he was happy. He didn't respond. Why? Did I actually mean nothing? Was everything a lie? What's going on?
When I was 39, I felt strong urges coming on to have another child before it was too late. I had 3 children already at that time, and my husband was not very keen to add to the family. Plus, his drive had diminished.
My eldest had a good friend, who had basically grown up half in our house. A tall, very attractive teenager, he was popular with... [more]
Someone threatened to ruin my life because they loath to see me happy without them. They loath the rejection. Their loved into loath. This person wants to ruin my life. I'm not sure if I should worry about this. In fact, I don't even care. They're doing their best to set permanent obstacles on my way, but I'm not a quitter. In fact, I'm used to... [more]
I don't believe I'm actually posting this, how pathetic am I?
Lately I just can't stop thinking about her, I ache for a text from her in the morning and at the end of the day, I yearn for the hours-long conversations we used to have when we first met, like best friends that couldn't care less about the world. Now, I hear all about her boyfriend... [more]
Dont worry about nothin' because it all works out in the end...everytime... all you have to do in life is make yourself happy as long as you dont hurt anyone or your self doing it, get a job and a boyfriend or girl friend and feel good.dont feel guilty for doing something that makes you feel good.
My husband and i have many times gone to resorts with clothing optional beaches not because it is a preference but because we don't care if others are naked or not and go solely based on the resort and amenities provided.
Last week we went again and i have never partaken in the "Nude beach" thing but my husband talked me into taking off my top... [more]
I feel numb. I almost feel like I am experiencing nothing. Nothing seems real. I can't seem to pick up my school habits. I am never practicing my music yet somehow I am still first chair. I do not get pleasure from anything. Medication, therapy, being surrounded by friends, nothing. Nothing makes me happy. I wish I had the guts and the privacy to... [more]
My ex confessed to me that she thought the idea of two guys having intercourse was seroiusly hot. She kept talking to me about that scenario and, although I was 'straight', I would go with a guy if it got her off.
Before I met her she used to have a 'Booty call', well it turns out that he was bi. So she contacted him.
A few days later when we... [more]
Yesterday, my day wasn't really great. My depression was really bad that day and I even purposely gave myself a black and blue eye. I just had have enough and I was bawling my eyes out. All I wanted was the love and comfort from my oldest sister Samantha, who I adore more than anything on this Earth. I wanted to tell her all of my... [more]
Wow I really didn't have a great day today. I didn't finish my rough draft for my research paper. I had an emotional breakdown that period because of it, and my teacher had to talk to me outside. She was assuring me that I'm not a failure, but I really am. I could've completed it. But I have to do it now so I can get credit......
My main question is “How do I stop hating my step children?” I can’t control my anger every time they are even around. I have tried and tried to figure out why I am holding such anger against them because sometimes they don’t even have to do anything wrong and I am angry at them.
I think the main reason is because I blame them for ruining what I... [more]
Dressing up in sexy lingerie as a guy n taking it a*** making my friend happy c****** me. Like it alot. His hard throbbing p**** in me