Posts tagged "Happy"
I wanted to confess at 8 years old while exploring as all kids do, I found myself in my Step Mothers bedroom staring in her top draw seeing the most amazing soft beautiful underwear for the first time remembering the feel of a slip night dress and petticoat & smell of perfume. From that moment from a tender age I loved underwear that has stayed... [more]
I was taught by everyone I know in my life that the key to happiness is love. N**** I've had girls cheat on me and lie to my face saying they love me and s***. Ever since my last break up I've been going insane because I see 2 of the ones I loved and... [more]
Was in a relationship for 6 almost 7 years with my high school sweet heart. At first everything was like a fairy tale I never was the type of dude to fall in love. I was portrayed more as the confident individual party guy and flirtatious dude who spent hours in the gym looking good for myself but with a broken home wanting to be a better man than... [more]
My GF (22) and I (24) attended a party last night with a bunch of friends and...My GF became the main attraction, My best friends cousin was there, She is a smoke show and gay, Everyone is well aware that she is gay and she is a total party girl, Not even a little shy about being gay and flaunts it in front of guys as a F you. We were partying and... [more]
I’m realizing that even though it’s been a real s*** show of a year, a true dumpster fire from h***, I think I had a good year compared to the last few years of my life. I was so preoccupied with everyone else and what they thought of me, I got in over... [more]
[If you didn't take the warning seriously, then let me emphasize, this is a vent, a really triggering one that mentions suicidal descriptions, depression, dysfunctional family and just, really triggering stuff, that and I'll be expressing my religion, please don't read if you're easily triggered by this because I really don't want to create any... [more]
I don’t want to get into the back story of my parents but my bio dad was toxic and i’m happy to have gotten away from him. My step dad is kind caring and the complete opposite. My step brother and dad moved in with our family (my mom and grandma) and at first it kind of started with him staring at me all the time. i would catch him staring and... [more]
I almost killed myself last night. I had scissors in my hands but i was too scared to do anything. I want to tell my mom but she looks so happy and i dont want to ruin it. I also dont know how to tell her. Help?
About two years ago a work friend of mine told me a story about a coworker, I wasn't in that department the day of his story but we work in a office environment and I just got transfered over a few months ago but he claimed he had dropped something and bent over to pick it up, As he did Carol the woman in his department turned her chair, Put a... [more]
Honestly, never thought about cheating ever. A womans presence is alluring. I rode this train back from work 5 days a weeks, same routine. Usually same car, try for the same seat etc. I knew a bunch of people from this commute. It started as a casual, hello, how's your day, what's up. I met a quiet soft spoken lady, I've said hello to about... [more]
So let’s tell a funny story. 4 years ago, I started hanging out with this girl. She was 20 and I was 39. She used to come to the shows I played music at with my band. We hooked up a few times but realized the age gap was to much, plus I had kids and she didn’t want that responsibility. So her mother and her mother’s husband played music in the... [more]
I am so f****** tired, physically and mentally. I don’t have any talents and I im at the point where I don’t think I’ll be able to graduate high school. The only reason I haven’t killed myself is because of my friends and parents. I have insomnia, depression, anxiety and adhd. My mental illnesses... [more]
*this is extremely vulgar* so something happened when I was young and I really messed up. I can’t remember most of my childhood but I came across a post ab people using animals to pleasure them selves and I was immediately repelled because that is awful. I suddenly got a memory of my dog licking my genitals, I’m litterally nauseous typing that... [more]
I married a big girl. After 5 years of marriage she became very ill and it took months of various treatments cure her. In this time she lost a lot of weight & looked terrible. So after almost loosing her & being supportive through her treatment I would do anything to help her. She had said she needed to put some weight back, she didn't like her... [more]
I was F-buddies with a black basketball player in college. According to the athletic program, AJ - central FL, 6’10” & 205 lbs. I’m from rural OH, red hair, green eyes, 4’11 & 108 lbs. I was a junior with SWF status when my sorority hosted a celebration party after the basketball team scored a big upset win over our rival. AJ was a senior that got... [more]
I tried to make this short but I needed to add the boring background.
I was raised & homeschooled in a small MS town outside Jackson by my retired grandmother and met Ben at youth group when I was 16. After hs, we carpooled to a local private Christian College. My grandmother passed away before I graduated, Ben and I got married because I was... [more]
Update on my last confession: I met up with my friend last weekend. Every time I see him I just want to kiss him more and more. I never get bored when he's talking and I could stare at him all day long. Things have been getting more physical but I still haven't told him how I feel. We were cuddling on my bed and I felt his [more]
We have been married for last four years and were a model couple around. With good apartment, a car in our possession and all the good things. We were also planning for a child in 2021 after making some savings as our apartment, accessories and car were on loan. I had a good job and wife too have a nice income job. With my pay all the loans were... [more]
Went to my parents this weekend to help out around the house. I saw that their neighbor was selling her house.
My parents wished her a happy birthday. She said that she was 75 today and that she was so glad to see me. She said, “ I’ll never forget my 40th birthday. Do you remember that? You gave me a wonderful gift.” Then she winked at... [more]
Well...After 5 years of divorce my best friend came to me and said she wanted to have a 3 way with her husband on his 45th birthday and wanted me to be the other 1/3...WOW, There is something you don't hear every day. Yeah so that s*** got real way fast, My husband and I split the sheets about 5... [more]
Manipulative and controlling? Yes
Desperation for love? Yes
Chasing superiority? Yes
My ignorance towards the feelings of others and arrogance of my own has depleted my happiness and harmed the happiness of my friends.
My brain is pre-wired to make these same mistakes over and over and over and over again. Should I just prevent myself from... [more]
Years ago I had a bit of a fling with my cleaner. It led to nothing but we were grown up about it and remained very close friends afterwards, her still working for me to this day.
She knew I was a bit kinky and I used to leave all manner of things around the bedroom for her to discover and tidy up, I got a kick from knowing she’d seen them and... [more]
That recently, my wife said she wanted a trial seperation. In the span of a few days, she went from trial and staying at friend's place, to getting an apartment and contacting a divorce attorney, all without explaining why. We finally talked and she gave me hope that she is just going through stuff, she stopped talking to an attorney, she needs... [more]
I can't stop thinking about a girl I know, in a pretty abstract sense - I want to talk to her and be with her. It's gotten to the point where it's quite unhealthy.
Then I suddenly realized this was part of a pattern. She came into my life when my relationship with my ex-girlfriend was deteriorating, who came into my life once I knew I had no... [more]
Last night I was at a buddies house working on a car in the garage, We were having beers and I asked where his wife was, He shrugged and said "Who knows, Out with friends", I left it at that and when we were almost ready to go for a test drive his wife came stumbling into the garage somewhere around 2:00 am. I noticed almost immediately that she... [more]