Posts tagged "Life"
Lately I've been recalling a lot of repressed memories about my mother. As a child, I always told myself I had the best mum in the world (because we never struggled for money, she'd let me stay up late, watch horror movies, have friends round etc etc)... But now I'm an adult and understand that so much of her behaviour was actually very negative... [more]
I try so hard, provide family with average house, 5 year old car, Pay into pension , the odd camping holiday. And Getting my life together with wife and kids and all this I have 20k debt I am gradually paying down. Does everyone have debt .... it’s hard to keep paying it back
I am in my mid 20's. I used to be a s** worker - a "courtesan" or in simple and honest terms - a h*****. My mother is dying of terminal brain cancer. I experienced two big loves in my life. I got over them, but they will always have a part of me. My next... [more]
I want to file a lawsuit against someone. When I was 13 (19 now) I had a problem playing with fire. I had a legitimate mental disorder called "child pyromania." I was taken to a psychiatrist and imminently and she frivolously medicated me on a class of drugs that I'm intolerant to. My parents have spent a fortine trying to correct the damage that... [more]
Marcel Shihadeh is a s** addict who loves blondes. Whenever he gets bored with the blondes he will sleep with black and Hispanic women. He only date blondes. He will used black and Hispanic women as a sexual fetish once he has befriended you. He will be friend you just to [more]
I was 20 and attending a college football game with some friends. We had booked a hotel room near stadium and began our pregame tailgate party early. I was rooming with a friend I will call Nancy. She was always flirtatious and bubbly, not to mention very attractive and what I would call 'mysterious".
About halftime at game we decided we saw... [more]
Wife has maintained at least one boy toy and at times 2 at one time for months for over 40 years non stop and she has not slowed down. The perfect wife. She gets what she wants and so do I. She services me like no other wife I've heard about in so many ways. I'm married to the perfect s***/
I wanted to be a cop. my family comes from a long line of law enforcement and nurses...blue collar. I’m so proud of them and I wanted to be a cop! I was so excited. Went to college for it. Graduated and got ready to join. Then the riots started. What’s the problem you ask? I am a black female. I wanted to be a detective, capture criminals and... [more]
Right before COVID was a thing life was happy and once it started becoming a little worse before my schools spring break life was still hoot but when my school got off for spring break everyone thought that we were gonna go back to school after our one week but that didn’t happen and I graduated middle school without giving it a proper farewell... [more]
I've never completed my requirements to pass, because I realised I was never happy in doing what they thought was the best for me. Each day I was living someone else's life, achieving their dreams and goals, and doing things to make them happy.
Sometimes I forget what makes me happy.
I'd breach this topic with others and they'll say, “Oh... [more]
I (34) hate my younger brother (28). He’s the biggest douchebag on the planet and nobody cares at all but me.
He’s been crashing in my spare from for four months because of job issues. He has five different girls who will come over literally anytime he calls. Every night one of them is here. They don’t even care that he has other girls. It’s... [more]
I've been through a lot in my life. I believe two years ago I was deep into my depression and suicidal thoughts I tried killing myself a lot but I ended up being put into a long term mental health facility because dcf decide my mother was being neglectful and I was extremely suicidal I pretend to get better and after a while, I thought I was ok... [more]
For most of my life I've been a Democrat because Republicans seem racist (I'm black). I've noticed that black people are called "vulnerable" in the media now adays which is insulating. I would rather be called a thug than vulnerable; Its a burn instead of a stab. I have a new theory about Democrats now.
Based on things I've learned in my... [more]
From since i was 4 years old I have felt I should have been a girl I try all life to shake this feeling off but it keep come back , So now going to give into it so i need help to become the girl trapped in me , I will do any thing for the person who help me even it means being used or become a baby for them But love to be a wife
When I was about 18 or so, I had a deep desiree to be spanked by a woman.
My mother had never given me more than a scolding and was unaware of how I felt. But non the less I aproached her and told her how I felt, and blushingly asked her to give me a bare bottom spanking over her knees.
She was surprised to say the least, but listened to me and... [more]
I don't even know what to do anymore. My dad is always taking his anger out on me and I can't take it anymore. No matter what I do he finds a way to make me feel bad for doing anything. I can't tell him out I feel without him telling me that its life and I need to get over it, or if im just not feeling like myself he tells me to just go talk to my... [more]
I never thought my life would turn out this well at my age. To look at it from before, had I listened to my parents, teachers and other adults growing up, I was bound for nothing good. I've had my f*** ups but life has seriously worked out in my favor, time and time again, and at just the right... [more]
I have been feeling really down lately. I'm a thirteen year old female and I just started my freshman year. Last week I laid in my bed and binge watched all the saw movies, final destination movies, etc. I didn't get up for days and didn't eat, go to the bathroom, or talk to anyone. I feel empty. I just laid there and let tears roll down my face... [more]
I was in a dom/sub relationship and didn’t realize it until it was over. whenever he wanted me (s**,talk,attention,etc.) he’d call my phone, no matter where i was work or my apartment, and he’d just say “come here.” And i’d make my way to his house as fast as possible. I’d drop everything i’m doing and... [more]
What the heck happened this week, My wifes family had planned a 50th for her cousins parents and I have been a part of the family for nearly 20 years, In that time I have seen 3 things, Once, 10 years ago I seen her moms b00b who is now 55 was then 45, I seen her little sisters b00b when she was 22 and her sister is an anomally in their family, My... [more]
I'm writing here, because my journal is packed for university, and I cannot dig it out of my boxes.
What I'm about to make is not really a confession - its something I want to get off my chest without having to tell my friends, without someone I know having leverage over me by knowing this small secret.
Before leaving to University, I... [more]
My roommate and I had shared an off-campus apartment ever since the beginning of college. I'm 21/F and she would have been twenty-two this year. However, two months ago, she was killed in a car accident. And as bad as that was, it was only the beginning of my current nightmare.
It turns out she was dealing drugs. Not illegal ones, but... [more]
I've tried to be like you, caring and compassionate. But is is not in me. I have loyalties, and 2 people I want to be happy, but to the rest of them, and you, I'm faking it. I only care about people in so much as they can give me what I want. I pretend to get emotional when I'm not, and I watch the reactions of people around me to see if they are... [more]
I’ve been dating my current boyfriend for about 3 years now. And I have started a new job in that time. I’ve met a guy at work who is just really funny and we just seem to click. I just found out he broke up with his girlfriend and I have been helping him through it and becoming quite good friends.
I keep thinking should I break up with my... [more]
I need for a woman to take me to the woodshed and give me the best dn spanking of my life