Posts tagged "Life"

Our cat doesn't like me

I love animals. Instead of having human children, my wife and I basically opted to have a zoo instead. We have two dogs, two cats, and four fish tanks (20g, 48g, 75g, and 90g). I spend a lot of my time in the evenings taking the dogs for walks or maintaining the fish habitats. I love it.
All of our dogs/cats are from rescues (and had decent... [more]

Good girl gone bad

I have been with my bf over 2 years and it has been such a roller-coaster ride! A lot of good times, but TONS of bad times. The beginning was so wonderful. I fell madly in love! He is sooo attentive and handsome and makes me feel beautiful. But as time went on, I've discovered his dark sides. He would drink and become a monster. And he is... [more]

Letters to nana #1

Its been nearly a year since youve gone, i dont know how i have lasted this long, you missed my 15th birthday and ashleys 24th, brionys 16th and your going to miss bens 20th. i remember coming to your house every summer to sleep and we used to attempt sleep at 12am and then give up by 4am and just talk, we used to talk about the most random... [more]

Gender is frustrating

I have had long hair for most of my life, since I was 6 in fact. At the start of December last year I cut it all off because I wanted a change and I donated to a company that makes wigs for chemotherapy patients. I thought nothing of it up until a week ago. Before I cut my hair off, I had been questioning my gender identity but was pretty... [more]

Married, but . . .

I'm a 43mwm. About six months ago I got picked up in a bar by a young gay guy. We went back to his place for more drinks. I think he put something in my drink. I felt weird and out of control. Within less than 15 minutes after we got there I was sucking his c***. I have never done that before... [more]

I resent my stepchild

I absolutely HATE the thought of being a stepmother. I harbour soooo much resentment, my eyes tear up just thinking about it!!! My SD is put on a pedestal and I wish I could knock her off her high horse! It's amazing how a young child can be sooo manipulative. Anytime she's around, she just stares at me. Even if I am polite and asking her things... [more]

I don't know if my stepson is mentally incapacitated or just lazy

I have been with my man for 10 years. First as friends, them in a full blown relationship. I have a daughter who is 5 years younger than his son. When she was 2 and he was 7, he would insistently say, "my mommy" just to get a rise out of her. I felt bad for him because his mother is a POS and was never around unless there was a financial gain to... [more]

Nasty adult stepdaughter who lives with Dad

I'm divorced and in my 40's, no kids and financially successful. Met the love of my life who was separated for 3+years when we started dating. Two kids live with him, 20&25. Mother is non-participant in their lives, makes zero effort. We waited almost two years before I met them to get through divorce proceedings. They knew nothing about me. Once... [more]

Never loved her

I've never loved my girlfriend soon to be fiancé. We are about to move in together and she wants me to propose to her and get married.
I was attracted to her in the beginning for about two 2-3 months and then that feeling died.
I get anxiety around her. I drink around her so I can relax. I'm practically always intoxicated around her because... [more]

Life house

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your... [more]

Let him touch her

It is no secret that my wifes best friends husband has a "Crush" on my wife, We moved 10 years ago to a new city three states away to further my career, My wife met some new friends and she has become very close with a few of them but one I would say is definitely her BFF.
They are in a similar place in life, and do pretty much all of the same... [more]

Really down in the dumpsters!

I am worried about everything, I never switch off and truly relax anymore. I have forgotten what living with love and safety and peacefulness feels like well over decades ago. the other day I went to the toilet and did a pee and noticed blood in the toilet and I was in a public toilet and I was sure it was not there before I sat down so I wiped... [more]

He CLEARLY showed interest then blatantly denied it!!!

We met each other a few months ago, we work for the same company but in different fields altogether. He flirted with me A LOT. We spoke on the phone and texted everyday after knowing each other for a couple of months. He's not married, no children, not in a relationship, not gay. He admitted that he is very shy though and a bit self-conscious and... [more]

My life is over

I am turning 60 and I feel my life is over. Would love to die. Through my trade slowing and loss of income I have no money other than living day to day. I have worked hard all my life with little to show. I feel like a failure. I want to curl up into a ball and die. What else can I do. Too old to start over.

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