Posts tagged "Realized"
When I just confessed my negative attitude, my "armor" came off and I feel the sadness from all the rejection received in life. My narcissistic parents were first, then peers, men and many others. I am feeling the sadness at my life, my part in it, what I missed, realizing that most of it was my fault, and that much of the criticism I received... [more]
Okay, as the title states, this post is about Malaysia.
There is a lot of s*** to say about this shithole of a country. but i'll try to shorten it as much as possible.
Short Background: I'm currently attending college in Malaysia , and I would just wanna transfer out of here as soon as... [more]
I confess that there are just too many Stupid people in my life, my parents never realized it. But there are just far too many stupid dumb people in my life. Even they do not realize they are stupid and are going to die before they even reach 50 years old. I want out of this hole of stupidity, but how to. I cannot frame them to go to Jail. I put... [more]
A while back i bought an old iphone from my wife's younger sister in a bit of an emergency situation when i couldn't get in to get a new one right away and although she had deleted everything she had not done a factory reset on it so i was able to recover a lot of potentially damaging stuff, there were emails to other guys, Texts to guys and... [more]
I do fantasize about my father in law f****** me and, I c** very hard every time.
I have trouble accepting it and, my personal values make me feel it’s wrong. I am really on the fence about realizing my fantasy because I am afraid to be disappointed... [more]
Just happened one night like a switch turning on. Ever since I have never seen her the same way. We are still close somewhat and our relationship as cousins remains. But there is definitely a sexual tension that rises whenever she visits.
I should mention I have an admiration for feet and am not ashamed of it. Her feet in particular always... [more]
I'm reluctant to say anything because this is technically public. But since i will remain anonymous, i'm going to be very straightforward.
I never used to think about harming other people, or what it would be like to cut into a person with a knife. Neither was I a fan of horror movies. But lately that's beginning to change with the Halloween... [more]
My confession about my fantasy with my father in law.
I do fantasize about my father-in-law f****** me and, I c** very hard every time.
I have trouble accepting it and, my personal values make me feel it’s wrong. I am really on the fence about realizing my fantasy because I am afraid to be disappointed from his performance. I wonder if it’s... [more]
Why can't i find a decent guy, I am 24, I think i am good looking and keep myself in good shape but every guy i date turns out to SUCK.
Second to last boyfriend wasted 4 months of my life until i realized he watched p*** all day every day and will probably be living in his moms basement when he is... [more]
I promised myself to walk away from all this. I'm going to start getting back to my private journal instead of writing things on social networking sites. I'm just going to walk away from all this. I just realized it's not worth it. I need to focus on better and good things. It is on my way. I just need to adapt it with better approach. I'm going... [more]
Malaysia... Malaysia.. Malaysia..
Where do I even start about this country? I think I'm on a pretty high place to talk.. Being that I've been living here for over 3 years. Before coming to Malaysia I obviously had a very good perspective about this country.. As every other International student. But ever since coming here I ask myself daily... [more]
About two years ago I made a wish. It has to do with my family members. While wishing I sacrificed something that I valued. This is what I wished for "If my ____________ are back together, I'll wait a little bit longer to meet the love of my life." At the beginning of this year I realized my wish came true when I went back to hometown after five... [more]
During my late teens, I always thought s** was about loving someone's body. As I grew up, I realized I have always wanted to love a man's body. To me, it is an expression of love. I want to love someone in every way. Just one person! Without any limitations. Maybe someday (:
I married a total Gemini woman. Sweet one day then a total B the next. I am not surprised since. I have been visiting dommes most of my adult life. I go at least one month and enjoy it so much when I am there. To get tied up traded and tortured. Wipped and degraded totally verbal and physical. I go to one that is schooled in kick... [more]