Posts tagged "Sad"

I'm still not happy

After years of living with my dysfunctional family, sheltered from the world as I pretty much served as the housekeeper/nanny, I finally broke free after my mom physically assaulted me and I decided I'd had enough of that environment. My boyfriend and his family took me in. I thought I'd be happy staying with them. My boyfriend and I get along... [more]

My Feelings

I feel so sad. So lonely... like I let everyone in my life down. My parents... Friends. I'm shy, which makes my parents angry. I just want to tell them that I'm sorry I'm not the perfect girl you always wanted. I need some advice. I'm too young to feel this way. I love you whoever you are for reading this. Thanks.

Bitter Sweet

My wife finally told me today that she doesn't want to do marriage therapy anymore because she will never love me and doesn't want to. Honestly, I suffered for nearly five years of a loveless sexless marriage. I tried to make it work because I truly loved her, and I have two wonderful children with her. We have been married almost 9 years. I... [more]

Nightmare in Law

I can't stand my boyfriend's mother. I tried really hard to love her and accept her as she is... and I was getting there until she decided to flip out on me tonight.
Backstory: I'm currently living with my boyfriend, his brothers, and his mom who lives with them because I decided to leave my abusive family home where I was not progressing... [more]

Stepfather Regret

I married a girl with a toddler, because I was so in love with her I figured I’d do anything in the world for her, and I really would have. I figured of course I can be a dad to her son I love her so much. But now about a year into the marriage and I’m ashamed to say this but I despise her child. I play my part well, disguise my true feelings as... [more]

Whatever I got the raise

I went to my boss and asked for a raise, Long story short it took me 5 tries and on the third try I caught him looking at my legs, I said "How much?", He said "Excuse me" I said "How much of a raise will you give me?" and hiked my skirt up a little, He got all flustered and looked around. I giggled and said "Not here silly, You can come to my... [more]

I hate my job

I hate my job so much. I try to make the best out of it but I just cant shake how messed up management is. I'm a part of management and I put my foot down when I can with their bs but doesnt seem to change anything. I'm lower management so they dont really take me serious. But I'm so sick of their favoritism, they let some people get away with... [more]

I have s** with married women

Lonely women make good lovers (its even a song). Attractive single women arent interested in me, i wonder if theyre interested in anyone. I go on dating profiles and if i see an attractive married woman, my first thought is why is she on here? For friends? ha! Shes lonely and miserable and just wants someone to make her happy. Im that guy. Call me... [more]

I've felt miserable and don't know why

I've just felt so miserable with my life and I can't understand why
I'm not diagnosed with depression or anything so I guess it's not that (but how would I know)
I can't seem to focus on my homework and I have little time to finish it all
I'd draw to make myself feel better but it only angers me more because I just don't feel like it's good... [more]

Hate step daughter so much!

I confess I wish my husband would just get the dna test regarding his “eldest” daughter over & done with because I know for an absolute fact (as does he but only goes on & on about it when v drunk) that she’s not his child. He even knows who he’s very likely to be! I hate her she’s vile, she’s promiscuous at 13, lies, steal both from shops & from... [more]

Burnt the cat

When I was about 13 I was over my nans house for the wknd (parents split when i was younger,and we had visits with my dad every other weekend,and as his house was small me and my sis stayed at my nans with him)
Anyway,
I was at that age where I was discovering myself and used to stay up really late and when everyone went to bed I'd watch the... [more]

I f****** hate my stepdad

I f****** hate him. He makes my mom so sad and angry all the time and acts like he doesn't understand it. He's so f****** dirty and disgusting, I think he has some mental problems but never diagnosed them, and being with him makes everybody... [more]

I Don't Want to Care for My Father In His Old Age

I agreed to come live with my father and help him after my mother died. Now I'm so miserable I can't stand it. He's not a bad person; he never abused me or was cruel to me. He's not disabled or bedridden, doesn't require a nurse. He's just forgetful and can't drive at night. But I left home 15 years ago, left the State and never wanted to come... [more]

It's hard to move on.

Well I'm back from my confession on how I got fired from riding a scooter and taking too many breaks and also being called three times which to the result of me getting fired. I haven't finished what I had to say. All my life, I basically had what I wanted and things sort of been handed to me like getting money and presents. It's almost Christmas... [more]

Diane the B****

Everyone is sick of your b*******; you are a miserable person who takes out her aggression on others who don’t deserve it. NOONE CAN STAND YOU, you FAT, DICTATOR. You Suck.

I'm sad.

I put this under embarrassing but I don't really know if I am embarrassed or just sad or if I feel stupid or really what the heck is going on in my mind.
My best friend Shan and I share a condo her parents own, They let me stay rent free so really it is a great deal for me, Shan is, Was and probably always will be quite comfortable with being... [more]

I think I turned my Christian parents into Athiests

When I was really young, my parents found the Lord and raised me on Christianity. Church twice every Sunday, one every Wednesday, the whole ordeal. Even missionary work. I was so religious all through my teen years. I was such a good kid.
Eventually, I started to see a lot of flaws in the church. Most of them would act a certain way on... [more]

My Pits Smell Horrible

I have a very sensitive skin condition so I can't wear deodorant. I don't know what I can do. I have been standing in line at Dunkin Donuts and made a pregnant woman faint because of my horrible BO. It was so embarrassing and horrible. I had to leave without getting breakfast. But things like this happen all to often. I have no life, no friends... [more]

Frustrated and Sad

My only living parent can't be bothered to see me on a regular basis.
My only living grandparent only wants me to take care of them.
My aunts and uncles only talk to me if they need something.
My cousins never reach out.
My only friend offline takes me for granted and only does things with me out of boredom. Will ditch me for something... [more]

Round two

15 years ago my wife and I had a one time fling with her best friend and her husband, Well ex now, We were in town for their wedding and 2 nights before the wedding we all got wasted and ended up in bed together, I with his wife and him with mine. My wife was always super embarrassed about it and basically denied that it ever happened if I ever... [more]

Boys to mares

I work at WWE corporate offices in Stanford Connecticut and that place drives me crazy, I work in media marketing, when no one is a round I look up naked pictures of cartoon ponies it makes me so hard and sad at the same time because I’m a boy pony with a big meat and even though I like it swinging around I wish I was a girl pony with a tight... [more]

Anorexic

F*** it. i'm anorexic. i can't deal. i'm fat. i'm ugly. the only way i can be pretty is to be skinny. no one notices is what makes me sad. i never eat my lunch. i have half a granola bar in the morning but my parents make me eat dinner but i can't help that

I DESPISE my wife's Daughter and Son

How can my wife be so intelligent in general and so godam stupid when it comes to her kids?
What the f*** is it with people that makes them think their less-than-mediocre children are SO F****** AWESOME?!?!
"He's Amazing" ..Ha! Oh my [more]

Stupid Rant

So yknow Fear the Walking Dead? Yeah I just found out that its timeline runs concurrently with the Walking Dead. Thatd be like if Marvel released a movie next month that portrays what Black Panther was doing just before Infinity War and then focused on his narrative during the events of said war. Its a [more]

Catfishing A Guy.. How do I fix this without ending it?

I've been talking to this guy since April, I honestly have crazy feelings for him. He appears to be the same way.
He knows I am mentally ill.. really depressed and I take care of my mother with breast cancer. He knows I have no self esteem and doesnt understand how, and it kills me when he expresses that.
I look nothing like the pictures.... [more]

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