Posts tagged "Scared"

I think there's something wrong with me

Idk if it's something like depression but I don't want to tell anyone that I'm actually really sad a lot of the time. I'll joke about it with my friends but I'm really scared I'm going to hurt myself again. I just had a little breakdown bc I think everyone's out to get me. I banged my head against my bed and cried and cried. It's not normal for... [more]

Should I come out? And how?

I am a 15-year-old boy, and I like blokes a lot, but I’m still on the fence and reluctant to come out. I worry what my friends and family are going to say when they realise that I’m gay. Or at least I think I am. Gay.
When I think about it, I have been attracted to guys since sixth grade. I remember going to Bondi Beach in Sydney for the very... [more]

Not sure how I feel about this.

My GF (22) and I (24) attended a party last night with a bunch of friends and...My GF became the main attraction, My best friends cousin was there, She is a smoke show and gay, Everyone is well aware that she is gay and she is a total party girl, Not even a little shy about being gay and flaunts it in front of guys as a F you. We were partying and... [more]

I think I’m good

I’m realizing that even though it’s been a real s*** show of a year, a true dumpster fire from h***, I think I had a good year compared to the last few years of my life. I was so preoccupied with everyone else and what they thought of me, I got in over... [more]

I need advice immediately

I almost killed myself last night. I had scissors in my hands but i was too scared to do anything. I want to tell my mom but she looks so happy and i dont want to ruin it. I also dont know how to tell her. Help?

Grandson

I'm a 54 year old gran to a 15 year old,my grandson is lovely he's always coming round to make sure im ok and even when im not home he lets himself in,I do tease him just a little fun i pull his face in to my b****** when we hug to make him blush,I don't usually get home till 3 but took time of... [more]

Exposing to doctors

I have the weirdest obsession of any of the people I know. I know a lot of people are exhibitionist, as I am, but I specifically like to expose myself to female doctors and nurses. I am a decent size at just a smidge over 7 inches, but I’m very thick. I have a freckle on the shaft of my p**** and use... [more]

We love imagining gore

I had an incident a year ago involving self harm that went too far.
Now whenever I look at a potentially dangerous object, I inadvertently see how it could hurt me (even like a piece of paper, I vividly imagine it cutting my eye or something).
It’s not that much of a problem right now but, it makes me very uncomfortable. I really think I’m... [more]

I f***** my 10 yo sister

About 3 weeks ago I gave in I’m 22 and she’s 10 now I always give her baths and stuff And when she’s sleeping I finger her p**** or lick it but this time I already drugged her and it was to late I fingered her with some lube to open her up more and I covered my [more]

Anyone have stories of family members fattening up?

My mom has been purposefully gorging herself for a few weeks now. Trying to impress this new guy, I guess. He keeps persuading her to eat more and more and encourages her to gain weight. He says that he loves big women with an appetite and is always buying her bigger clothes!
My mom is always eating now it seems. She was hesitant at first, but... [more]

New friendship level.

Last night my boyfriend and I were laying in bed, We had gone out and came home kinda earlier we were just making out and fooling around and I heard my room mate Nicole come storming in, I could tell she was s*** faced without even seeing her. My door was open because we were both wearing underwear... [more]

Pushing boundaries.

So my best friend since college, My person, My confidant asked me a question, Her husbands 35th birthday coincides with their 10th anniversary so it's kind of a double milestone and she wanted to do something special, Immediately when she started talking I said "Oh I uh...I am flattered but I don't think so", She looked at me sideways and then... [more]

Nervous about my relationship

I've had insecurities about my looks for most of my life. But my boyfriend is just the sexiest thing alive. He can do so much better than me so I'm scared that he will leave me. All of my eggs are in one basket with him. I would be scared if he broke up with me.
When you look at a picture of our friend group at the beach, I'm the short chunky... [more]

How do you know when they’re *actually* flirting??

I think I may have a crush on a friend of mine. I’ve known them for a while, but part of me thinks that I might be overthinking this all and really we’re just good friends and whatnot
As I was slowly coming to terms with “maybe they don’t see me that way,” they started flirting? And I don’t know how to read it. I’m not sure if they’re jokingly... [more]

Our moment.

We went to this outdoor music festival, 6 of us, My buddies GF wanted to go to the one concert but he was too drunk and passed out in his lawn chair and she was scared to go alone so I went with her, we were drinking and dancing and she was just wearing a tank top and these spandex shorts.
We start walking back and it's like 5 pm, She's [more]

Cousin And Me

Both my cousin and I are in the same high school, he a boy also with me being older and in a higher grade. I'm gay and not out but talk around school is that others' believe I'm gay. I even dated girls' as cover to stop the talk. My younger cousin is really cute and has always had girlfriend's. Both our parents went on a weekend trip leaving... [more]

Cousin And Me

Both my cousin and I are in the same high school, he a boy also with me being older and in a higher grade. I'm gay and not out but talk around school is that others' believe I'm gay. I even dated girls' as cover to stop the talk. My younger cousin is really cute and has always had girlfriend's. Both our parents went on a weekend trip leaving... [more]

Close-minded mother

That my mother is too trapped in her own set of beliefs to trust that I truly believe something different than her. As a person of science and objectivity, the only thing that i value is correctness. If someone is saying something incorrect, it is almost a duty to correct them if I know for a fact that they are wrong. Just now, my mother mentioned... [more]

Full F'ed week.

My friend and I came home from university to my parents house for a week, I intorduced her to my family and took her out to meet all my old friends and party. Oops yeah we were sleeping in the same bed because there was no where else for her to sleep since my uncle, Aunt and two "male" cousins were occupying the basement and the first morning I... [more]

Mental health is depleting, I don't know how much longer I have.

Manipulative and controlling? Yes
Desperation for love? Yes
Chasing superiority? Yes
My ignorance towards the feelings of others and arrogance of my own has depleted my happiness and harmed the happiness of my friends.
My brain is pre-wired to make these same mistakes over and over and over and over again. Should I just prevent myself from... [more]

Eating

I binge at night. When my family is asleep I come downstairs and I eat. I eat as much as I can. I stuff myself like a pig and it's why I'm fat. It's why my face is round and I have a double chin. It's why I can't fit into normal sized clothes or chairs with arms. Its why I can't run or go up a flight of steps without breaking into a sweat. I binge... [more]

My mother told me I should kill myself.

First, some context. I'm 13, I'm having family issues with my grandmother, which is causing everyone to freak out. My mother was already depressed and drunk alcohol, but now it's even worse. On top of all that, school is stressing everyone out, and Covid is making it even worse. I'm really sensitive both physically and emotionally. Recently, the... [more]

Stepdaughters are f****** with me or am I out of my mind

I have four step daughters. Two of them are constantly flashing me and one of them teases me heavily. Both are always asking me to rub their feet, something I’ve done since they were toddlers, but lately they’ve started to put their feet in my lap and the heavy teaser actually pushes her heel into my crotch. I’ve been married to their mother for... [more]

My embarrassing times with girl

My summer before entering 4rth grade,I had to have my appendix removed.Today,one MIGHT spend a night in the hospital. Back in the early 1960's,it was closer to a week.Anyway,the day after surgery, two young girls retrieved me, and led me to the shower room.They told me to undress for a bath. I was mortified as they seemed to continue giggling as... [more]

[Trigger Warning] I dont think I can bring myself to care anymore

I hate this world. I don't like my family. They're so toxic, dysfunctional. If this is what family is, then I don't want it.
I'm tired. I'm tired of being scared not knowing when my stepmom is gonna hurt me. I'm tired of being insulted every time I do something. I'm tired of my family blaming me when my "parents" are fighting. I'm just so... [more]

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