Posts tagged "Want"

Apathetic

Men want to date me but I am utterly uninterested. Not because they're not enough, but because I'm not ready. My heart feels empty. I'm not allowing myself to fall for anyone. My past relationship which was my only relationship was disappointing. It took me years to stand on my feet. I have no intentions to fall back on my face again. In fact, I... [more]

My ex is dumb

My ex wife left me almost 2 years ago for her boss, Well...a year later she finds out he is pretty much banging everyone from his ex wife to his secretary to his 55 year old house keeper.
Not only is it great for me to know that she knows she messed up a really good thing leaving me and taking my kids away and ended up being the one getting [more]

I am in love with you colleen

I cant resist you, I try, I think "she is just a friend" but every day I think more and more about you. You are a few years older, have amazingly large b**** just like a like and you are one H*** of a sexy fat chick I wish I could tell you how much I... [more]

Scared

I do not like myself. I can not see anything good about myself. I feel as though I am a waste and a burden to everyone. I am afraid to die but I no longer want to exist. Why should I? I am ugly, fat, stupid, afraid, mousy, poor, worthless, and alone. I tried to take care of those that I think loved me, parents and fiancee, but I failed and they... [more]

F*** me man

I don’t know who I am and i honestly have no clue who I want to be. I feel like I’m a victim a lot, like I’ve been cursed somehow and the universe keeps me from being happy. I’m a good conversationalist but even though I never admit it I’m happier being alone than with people. A lot of my friendships fall apart when I’m not forced to see people... [more]

Im 12 and have depression but no one knows

Im 12 and have depression because of my brother that has ADHD he hasnt acctually been diagnosed with it but my whole family just thinks he has got it. He always had all the attention i cant even get any alone time with my mom or dad he hasnt really abused me or anything because hes scared of me but once he tried to strangle me by pushing me... [more]

GF treats me badly but I enjoy it

I love my girlfriend very much, I'd do anything for her and she knows it, but sometimes she takes advantage of that. When it is just the two of us together she can be very loving but in front of her friends she is completely different, she seems to want to say things to embarrass me and even belittle me and I don't know why. There are many... [more]

I hate my step-daughter

I met my step-daughter (R) when she was about 2 years old. My boyfriend (now husband) Derek, spoiled her. They did have a rough time of it before I met them. And R was used to her daddy always being within arms reach. She was a terror for quite awhile, but I was understanding and helped Derek out with R whenever I could. Eventually we all moved in... [more]

I can't

I just married the most amazing man , but I wish he would not have taken on a challenge of helping his mother raise his cousin. This little boy was taken in when his mother's sister past away during birth. He was born a drug baby , so you know what comes after. His mother thought she was doing a good thing taken in this kid, but I think it was the... [more]

I don't feel anything for my nephew

My sister just had her first kid but I don't feel anything in particular for him. I don't hate him, I don't love him, I'm just apathetic.
People keep congratulating me, but I have no idea why. It really has nothing to do with me. My sister wants me to move closer to her and the kid but she knows I never want kids of my own, why would I want a... [more]

Can't get it out of my head

2 years after my wife passed away I discovered that she had cheated on me in the passed , How many times I dont know I was never really truly aware of it at the time . I discovered entries in a diary depicting dates my wife had met up with a guy , It never said what had occurred . But it did say that she could not get him out of Her mind , Also... [more]

Whipping my boyfriend

I love my boyfriend and will do anything to please him sexually. However a couple of nights ago he said it would really turn him on for me to whip him. I thought he was joking but he was serious so I agreed to do it. At first I just did it very lightly, almost just playing at it, but he told me no, he wanted me to do it really hard. Reluctantly I... [more]

I dont want my gut

I am 300 pounds and i hate my gut. At one point i took a knife and tried to slice it off... I got caught and was taken to the hospital. That was a year ago. I know it is something i could probably get rid of just with dieting and exercising but i also have bulimia. I tried telling my best friend and she laughed at me saying it wasnt possible... [more]

Beach

We was on holiday my wife and me and we was going for a walk , When we came upon a little secluded beach area close to a wooded area it looked untouched . So we decided we would go there the following day to sunbathe so that's what we did , Now my wife would never go topless she was laying on her front with the straps undone doing her back . I... [more]

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