Posts tagged "Worry"

Bad Dad

I'm an overwhelmed miserable father of 2. My sons are 3 and 1 respectively and although I'm grateful for them I resent them equally. Oddly if anything were to happen to either of them I'd be devastated yet I do anything to give myself a break from being around them.
I'm 39 and my neighbor once told me, "having children is the hardest thing... [more]

I had a mental breakdown

Not long ago, I had a mental breakdown. I completely broke down in a heap, and was close to suicide.
I've had to be strong for so long, I just couldn't anymore. All the stress of being a single parent: the money worries, worrying about safety, stress, anxiety, tiredness. All of it. It all just caught up to me. Afterwards, the littlest things... [more]

That makes things a bit awkward

I am 38, Happily married with 3 kids, One of my very close friends is a lesbian, Has been for over 5 years off and on but the last 3 years just with girls and for over a year has been with the same girl, We have been friends since we were 3 and 10 years ago she had a bad divorce, I mean real bad, She caught him cheating and using drugs, She kicked... [more]

College Soldier

I want to join the Army Reserves so badly, and I'm talking to a recruiter coming up very soon. I'm not going to join until I have had a year of college experience so I can adjust to the independent university atmosphere before adding on another commitment. As a high school senior, this is all I want in life for the next few years, but I'm nervous... [more]

One and Done!

I'm so happy I only had one kid. I stuck to my guns, much to the pressure of friends and family, and knew I would never take on this much responsibility ever again. No f****** way! No support, no help, depressed, close to suicide so many times. I look back and know the only reason I survived was... [more]

Always

I'm always listening
Scribble it
I'll read it
Whisper it
I'm all ears
Say them to me
Anyway you feel it
Just say it to me
The way you see it
Tell me of your love
By 'noon or by moon
In shadows or in the lights
On silent nights or happy nights
I will always cherish them
anything coming from you.
Dont you worry
if you ever feel... [more]

I thought I wanted to find my father

I found my dad after 13 years. He's in jail for murder. I've talked to him and discovered, I happy that he's safe and somewhere I don't have to worry about him but I do not want to talk to him anymore. He's a racist, sexist a****** and belittles me by treating me like I'm to stupid to understand... [more]

I hate my sister

I hate my little sister. When we were kids I'd protect her and I loved her but now we're adults and I can't stand the sight of her. She and her children currently live with me and she's a horrible mother, she calls them names, feeds them junk food 24/7 and gets mad whenever me or my mother tell her anything. Her husband is no different, they... [more]

Stomach squeezed in extremely tight

When I was a boy, my older teenage cousin always held me on her lap with her hands kept pulled back into my stomach a good inch to two inches deep. We never talked about it, we just did it all the time, so I have no idea how or why this practice got started.
My cousin often held me this way openly in front of our family, and it was secretly... [more]

My Anger Scares Me - PTSD

I'm passive normally. I try to avoid conflict. I don't like to get angry. I become shaky, start getting a headache, and then I become violent. I've always had a bit of a temper, quite emotional as a kid. But the older I get the more worried I become about my uncontrollable anger. It became worse after I was attacked by my kids father years ago. I... [more]

Fattening wife

We've been married for 10 years. My wife likes me to force feed her so she can gain weight--she's into gaining. Since we've been married, she has gained 258 pounds and now weighs 406 pounds. She is very happy and wants to keep gaining. She isn't even worried about it until she hits 600. Problem is, she has become diabetic, but she won't stop... [more]

The psychology of losing an argument

I was watching a program on TV that was about human interactions and basic psychology. In the show, it had two people arguing one apparently winning with the loser avoiding eye contact. The winner was obviously enjoying himself.
I decided to try it on my friend,
's sister's five-year-old daughter.
Don't worry I'm not a pervert.
I was... [more]

Did I ever have friends?

I noticed a while back that it seemed like a struggle to get my friends to hang out with me. Not that I had to beg or anything, but I was always the one asking to hang out. No one really invited me to anything.
So I conducted a small experiment. I stopped sending out texts or calls. I was waiting for someone to ask ME to hang out.
Its... [more]

Friends wife

During the late summer some friends and us planned a final camping trip of the season, Long story short night three I had left the campsite to visit some friends and when I came back just my friends wife was still at the fire, I asked where everyone else was and she said they had all gone to another friends campsite a couple down the road but she... [more]

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