I still hate you
Ok, well, my older sister hurt me deeply. And no one in my family seems to care because once she comes to visit it's all about her. I seriously wouldn't hate her so much if she just apologized. I wouldn't hate a lot of people if they just said they were sorry. Not that I hold grudges over the little things, but if we're talking like we're strangers it shouldn't be a sign that everything's ok.
Seriously, deeply, after all the years of knowing her - I hate my older sister.