Health Confessions

I hate myself

Suicidal thoughts plague me at the moment...yaaaay

Cutting

My friend has become aware of my self-harming because she saw the scars on my wrist but she thinks it was a one time thing because I have had to let them fade, cause I have a hospital appointment in April and they have to see my wrists to do it... and I feel really guilty because she doesn’t know that I’m using my thighs

Got fat, then diabetes

I got married to my wonderful husband nearly 20 years ago. Almost immediately, like on the honeymoon, I started gaining weight. You know how it is, now that you're married, you don't have to pay that much attention to your looks. So I kept gaining, slowly but steadily, and my loving hubby never seemed to mind; never said a word. We still have... [more]

I'm Probably Messed Up

This is an example of a situation that happened yesterday. I was standing at the top of 5 stories of stairs with a friend. The railings were just metal posts, so you could sit down and slip through it and fall 5 stories. My first thought was: If I pushed So-And-So, they could die. I have the powder to kill them right now. All it would take is one... [more]

Overdose Suicide

About 7 months ago, I was 1 year clean of self harm, but I started again because my depression returned. 3 months ago, I attempted suicide by overdosing on ibuprofen (you'd have to take around 150-some ibuprofen pills to actually kill yourself) at school in my bible classroom.
I just wanted to share this to get this off my chest. I don't want... [more]

Fatshame

I know weight is a touchy subject and that it can be damaging to have someone comment on it. Any size, really, but especially when one is overweight. However, is there a point where we just can't keep quiet? I am very sympathetic to the "fat-shaming" movement. Only because I get that we are all different shapes and sizes. When I see someone... [more]

Learning disorders and frustration

I did terrible in high school because I lack decent short-term memory. I forget what is being said and I have to study three times harder to learn something I read. Math was a disaster. Applying the parts of speech was a disaster. This disorder was caused by oxygen starvation during a bad asthma attack.
There are no treatments you just... [more]

Getting a bit fat

My lovely wife is a gourmet cook, and since we got married 2 years ago, I have gained 37 pounds, as of yesterday. She seems to like my growing belly. Fortunately, she is also packing on the pounds--mainly in her hips and ass. She is looking better and better. She won't tell me how much she has gained, but I am guessing about 30 pounds. I'm so... [more]

I feel guilty

A couple months ago I took my 13 yr old son to the doctor for a check up. The doctor told me he is under weight, but I don't consider 112lb to be dangerously thin. He told me I needed to make my son gain weight, it would be the best thing for him health wise, so hearing that I agree. Because any father would want the best for his children. I... [more]

Help me

I would've been one year clean of self harm but I couldn't repress my depression any longer

Health and Income help

I'm feeling hopeless and confused to the point where I've actually been questioning whether or not it is worth going on. I'm 21. I need a job. I need to make money so I can get out of my parents home. I'm not delusional and I'm willing to do the work. However, physically, I am not doing well and it has only been getting worse over the years. We... [more]

I am tired

I've been dealing with mental health problems for many years, ever since I was 12. I've fought for so long to live and try to have a functional normal life, but it's just been so long. When people find out about my problems they say things like
"I'm so sorry" or
"Are you ok?" I just look at them and say the expected things
"I'm fine" "don't be... [more]

Gross

I keep finding... i look for it. Wierd incest bs. Wow its all over. Sick s***. I pray for thier bondage of sin to be lifted. Im sorry Lord i go there but these people need to be prayed for.

Ewwy

I cant get this out of my head.... icest is so wrong.. it is your own blood people... stop this sick insanity....

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