Health Confessions

Looking forward to death

My mom died suddenly 10 months ago, and with her went the last person who cares whether I come or go, live or die, am happy or sad. I have a girlfriend who is very kind and sweet and I'm grateful for her, but she has no idea of how big a hole my mother's death left in my life, and how wrenching it is knowing she's gone and isn't coming back, ever... [more]

End of my rope again

I used to be really suicidal. i suffer from borderline personality disorder and i struggled with severe anxiety and depression for many years. im 26 and I still havent finished school, I have a huge bald spot, and my ex left me a year ago and got pregnant off some f******* literally 3 days after... [more]

Not sure what to do with life anymore

I feel like the best parts of my life are over and that I have nothing to look forward to anymore. I'm in my 40s and I'm not suicidal and have no thoughts of harming myself in any way but I'm bored with life. I don't enjoy anything anymore and my old friends, who used to like to hang out with me, don't want to hang out anymore; honestly, I'm not... [more]

I have an inferiority complex and it shows up in my nightmares

I have a short term memory problem and its harder for me to learn that it is with people who are not cursed with this. I have been fired five times for not learning the job fast enough.
Coincidentally most of the people involved with my terminations were women. I have a semi-recurring dream about one particular lady. She was head of HR at... [more]

Baby from brother. Big mistake

If you're soon to be ex-husband finds out what you did he will be glad to be rid of you. Incest is for losers. Hopefully, your child will have all of his or her fingers and toes and will have a normal IQ. Products of incest often display negative traits so you are not doing your potential child any favors by getting pregnant with your brother's... [more]

Living alone with a five pound bag of sugar

When you run out of sugar it means you consumed the whole bag of sugar.

I love being fat

Used to be really thin. metabolism got f***** after I recovered from an eating disorder and i gained weight back really quickly. about 20 pounds or so. i was incredibly insecure at first, but i soon grew to enjoy the slight, small belly I had. since then I’ve gained around 30 lbs, partially on... [more]

Thoughts that I have

I'm an adult but I sometimes feel like acting like a child....crying when I don't get what I want. Quitting my job impulsively. Breaking up my marriage by being rude and indifferent toward my wife. I want to say mean things to people sometimes, like going up to someone and telling her that she is the ugliest woman I've ever seen. In reality... [more]

P****

I am asian male 26. I wish my c*** was bigger. Wtf god. Why u make it so average. 5.5"? Come on man.. You run out of clay or some s***?

Accidental Social Experiment

So somehow I got a cut across my wrist. For anyone concerned, I didn't do it, I'm not sure not it happened. But the thing is, it looks like a self harm cut. So when I noticed it a few days ago before heading to school I worried one of my friends would think I cut myself, which would be sweet of them, but I didn't want to cause any extra anxiety... [more]

I want to get fat

I want to not just be fat but obese. I’ve gained 44 lbs so far from 106 to 150 (I’m 5’2”)I want to make it to at least 250 but hopefully much more.
I love eating junk food and pizzas and desserts but my metabolism and sports have kept me fit. Now I’m out of sports and stopped working out. I’ve gotten chubby enough to outgrow all my old clothes... [more]

America explain!!!

Why is it that girl are synthetic to a boy getting hit in the nuts.... ....But guys apparently can't grasp the fact periods exist????

Lovely cuppa👍

I've just whacked back a hot cup of tea (earl grey) and now I feel like I'm having a hot flush. Was worth it tho as if I don't mind saying so myself, I make a b***** good cuppa 🍵 #Britishproblems

My I.Q is 75 , I feel I am mentally ill

I confess that I am feeling down , I wonder if I should seek mental help , I suffered a bad 3rd grade Concussion at the age of 15 and I chipped my front teeth badly on a bike accident , I almost decided to murder my dad because he was responsible for it , if he had never sent me away in a hurry , I never would have fallen down and hit my right... [more]

Everyone treats me like a doormat, please help

I was bullied all through school. I eventually stopped going to church because I was even getting ridiculed there, accused of things I didn't actually do, while the rest of the youth my age got drunk and barfed every weekend, yet they were deemed as perfect angels. Moving on...
Ive quit or been fired from about 30 jobs for similar reasons (any... [more]

It doesn't show

Four whitecastle sliders for breakfast, n having pop tarts 4 second breakfast now. I don't workout. But I'm not fat so no concern trolls will get up in my s***.
I just have to laugh when I see them online, not laughing at their targets but at them. None of them would be "concerned" for my health... [more]

Depression

I've battled depression for years. I'm the one that posted a while ago saying I can't stop thinking of my ex boyfriends even thought I'm in a happy relationship with 3 kids.
I'm always up all night. I never sleep.
It finally hit me just now. The bottom line for my depression and my desire to die. It sounds stupid but... I just want to mean... [more]

I should be very unhealthy

I'm a 40 year old woman married to a gorgeous husband 5 years older then me. I live a dream life. No job--do whatever I want all day. I eat what I want whenever I want (most of the day), and have grown to a lovely 378 pounds (5'9"). I drink a six pack of Corona a day, and smoke 3 packs of ciggies a day. Mostly, I hang out on the couch with my... [more]

Anorexic

F*** it. i'm anorexic. i can't deal. i'm fat. i'm ugly. the only way i can be pretty is to be skinny. no one notices is what makes me sad. i never eat my lunch. i have half a granola bar in the morning but my parents make me eat dinner but i can't help that

Quitting smoking is good but don't believe things will get normal

My stepfather smoked for forty years and at age 60 he quit cold turkey. He died 33 years later and every organ that failed were the organs affected by smoking. Yes, 93 is old but his mother lived to be 102. He died in agony and if he had never smoked he would have died of a less painful disease.
My biological father smoked from age 30 till... [more]

Having a nervous breakdown

I had a breakdown while working in a factory with very loud metal presses. Apparently, my nervous system is too weak to handle the long hours I had to work around these devices.
It started with an anxiety attack and then a rapid heartbeat. Then a strange feeling in my brain similar to a car engine that needed a tuneup. Then chronic... [more]

After lunch surprise

I always have to take a big s*** after lunch is this normal?

Worried About Mom's Health

My mom claims to be on a diet, but everyone knows she isn't. She will cut certain foods out when she has an audience, but as soon as she thinks she's alone, she eats almost nothing but junk food.
"No, i can't have pasta."
"Don't ask me to eat bread, i can't have that."
"I'm not going to buy cheese this week."
She says this, but she'll... [more]

Open S** Marriages

There is so much anger and frustration in the world today. Sexual release is a sure way to chill out. Sexual boredom takes place in almost every marriage. It causes fights, cheating and divorce.
A far better solution, in my view, is to have an open sexual relationship. Everyone should be free to get as much [more]

Guys like girls a little curvy/heavy?

I've been thin and fit most of my life. I'm 42, a tall girl, 5'11", still quite pretty according to most, but I've pretty much always weighed 135-145 lbs. Even in my late 30s, I was really fit and worked out all of the time.
I've let myself go a bit in recent years, stopped working out, didn't watch my diet closely, etc. I'm currently 175 lbs... [more]

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