I'm a married man for 28 years. My wife is a wonderful woman who is gone a lot. I have a female friend who my wife has never met, but knows about. We go out to dinner once in a while when my wife is gone. I kiss her on the lips coming and going, but nothing more has ever happened nor do I think my friend would let it. I would like something more to happen. I sometimes use a phone s** service and ask them to be her. I keep hoping. She's attractive, divorced and I would love it if she loved me. Selfish, I know, but I want what I want. Maybe I'll ask my wife to suck me off while I think of my friend.