I'm a compulsive liar...my self-esteem
I'm a compulsive liar...my self-esteem is so low that I've invented an entirely false past. The worst part is I can't tell my best friend how I really feel about him, because he doesn't feel the same way and I can't hear him say it. Telling him I love him would also contradict everything I've ever confided in him. Sometimes I get so worked up in my lies that I forget which is my real life and what never really happened to me.