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I'm a compulsive liar...my self-esteem
I'm a compulsive liar...my self-esteem is so low that I've invented an entirely false past. The worst part is I can't tell my best friend how I really feel about him, because he doesn't feel the same way and I can't hear him say it. Telling him I love him would also contradict everything I've ever confided in him. Sometimes I get so worked up in my lies that I forget which is my real life and what never really happened to me.
I can't relate, but I can relate to the person who commented. Your friend knows. Admitting it would make him so happy. I know if my friend would finally do that same, I couldn't be happier. It's okay.
I feel like I know you. Your my friend. I don't believe you. I hate your twist of words. I hate the condractions. I hate trying to care. I hate caring. But why do I still love you? I love your personality, the way you light up my day with your enthusiasm. I love you. Not your life story.