I've been in a relationship with this

I've been in a relationship with this guy for about 3 years, and I'm crazy in love with him and he is with me too, maybe more than I am with him... so in love it's beyond words. BUT...this relationship has been secret since the beginning... nobody knows about it except the two of us.. Simply because it is a controversial relationship and the reactions and judgements of others, especially our families, would be absolutely devastating. He had to move to the other side of the world. And yet....we're still in love more than ever, more each day, but it's still secret. We want to marry, the thing is... the only chance we'll get to be together with out someone interfering wont come for about 2 or 3 years from now.... I dont wanna be patient... It's truely just torture!! There are times that i really need someone to lean on and to tell about him and to understand me and help me have patience, or better yet, help us be together safely! But there is no one... It kills me, because he's the only thing on my mind....and yet, I can tell no one...that I'm madly in love!!! So this is my secret.... I confess...I finally tell the world, in an anonymous little box....

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  • He is not comitted let him go and you have fun

  • well. hmmmmmm this is all well and fine but you will not see him for 2-3 years? That is a long time and depending on your ages a whole lot can change in 2-3 years.
    Not sure what you mean by controversial relationship but that is OK.
    If you can trust each other the 2-3 yeas may not be an issue but at the same time live your life while you are able.
    Many of us have had "loves' over the years but do not get caught up in arelationship that may not have a happy ending.

  • I guess any personal information is not supposed to be revealed here. Can we please refrain from doing so?

  • What country do you live in?

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