I have always had sexual fantasies
I have always had sexual fantasies about dominating a muscular, athletic man during s** and then castrating him (cutting off his b****). I do feel guilty for having these thoughts, but the idea of taking a man's sexuality with one swish of the knife, snap of the clippers, stamp of my heel etc. just gets me wet. I would NEVER try to realise this fantasy - the further I've ever gone is some firm squeezing of testicles - but I enjoy finding a "playmate" who would enjoy being really dominated and might get turned on by a bit of bitchy, ballbusting dirty talk.