whenever I read about people's screwed

whenever I read about people's screwed up realtionships- like getting two girls pregnant at once or having s** with friends dad- not only am I glad I am done with relationships, I'm glad I'm not so screwed up in the head that I would try to justify such disgusting behavior. I wouldn't be with anyone who treated me like crap in the first place and I'm glad I have the sense God gave me to realize I don't need someone else to 'complete me' or more like DEFINE me. OhGod I'm glad.

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  • I really believed that if I used the delayed gratification principle to s** and romance that a guy wouldn't dare reject me given all my accomplishments and genetic heritage and genuine sweetness in my 30s. I also believed this about other women who might be competing with me for marriageable men, that they would not dare hurt me given all the pains and hurts I had been through in my past by simply using the delayed gratification principle to romance that it would show not only my character but also my genuineness and qualities as a "marriageable desired quality women who doesn't go out on trends or limb or impulsiveness". It hurt me that it didn't work. I sat back and thought "how dare they reject me!" and "how dare they hurt me" because I was looking at it from my moral muscle that is well oiled and developed and the "do un to others as you would have them do to you" concept but I found that fewer and fewer people live my thing value methodology now. I didn't delay sexual gratification deliberately I just couldn't find any man I liked and then I was raped by someone I couldn't stand who was the opposite of everything I had wanted and worked for. I wonder how those people live with themselves to be honest. I couldn't rape a woman who was sexually tortured for 15 years but still a virgin at 29. I mean he burnt my skin gave me bruises and hit me and would throw a hand out anytime to grope at my crutch at 5 years of age. it was a h*** I wouldn't wish on someone but now I think. "I hope they face their days of h*** and suffering" that is the human side of me coming out.

  • You're kinda wound tight, aren't you?

    Take up masturbating.

    It does the soul well.

  • I'm so glad you are so perfect... Now get out of the confessions and let all of us imperfect people go on with our imperfect lives.... Because YOU would never understand!

  • you are bitter and judgemental...perhaps someday something will happen to you, and all you'll get is harsh criticism. There are too many grey areas in life for people to try to understand, so in their own limited mental capabilities, they instead try to point fingers to make up for their lack of intelligence. Hope you never have children, the world is screwed up enough by brainless people like yourself! Grow up!

  • Not all relationships are disgusting and perverse like that (or like those of most of the people who post here). Some are actually healthy.

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