i am afraid i love my lover more than
i am afraid i love my lover more than my husband. my husband is closer to my age and treats me like a queen and we have a beautiful baby together and hes a wonderful father and the most faithful man a girl could ask for. my lover is 20 years older than me and he is sweet to me except he treats me like a w**** and i LOVE it... what is wrong with me? my husband wants to make love to me and pleasure me and my lover wants to ass-f*** me and j*** off on me and degrade me like a w**** and my husband wint do it for me so i dont even consider ending it, in fact i think im falling for the other guy. what the f*** is wrong with me.