I'm 23. I thought you would have found

I'm 23. I thought you would have found me by now. I've opened every possible kind of online service like facebook and myspace and you still have not found me. I grew up alone expecting my father to show up one day as a knight in shining armor someone who would turn my childhood as an unwanted pregnancy into that of a prince. I've heard stories about you. I know that you are well off. I know you have another family now but still i thought, " surely he will at least want to meet me." You never even saw me as a child. Not having a male role model has f***** me up irreparably but I don't blame just you. My mother got married and had three more sons, none of which look like me. I'm not sure if you were black, but judging by my skin you were dark. My brothers are all borderline albino so whenever we go anywhere i look like the black sheep of the family, but only because I am. I don't want your money. I don't want your time. I just want to meet you. Just once. I want to know why I am what I am, and i hope the answer is in you. So type my name into your favorite search engine. I'll be the first link. I always have been.

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