what to do..?
i've been in a relationship for a few years and i love my boyfriend dearly. however, there's this guy i met online in a game, and i'm really crushing h****** him. we've exchanged pics that got slightly racy but not too bad... but now i've sealed myself into this contract to go meet him and our other friend in a couple of months. first of all i'm a bit scared for my safety, of course, but i'm more scared of what i'm capable of doing if i fall into the "what happens here, stays here" mindset. i've gotten away with a lot of s*** in the past (with other people) and my mind keeps contemplating the idea.
worse, i don't even think i would try to stop it if i could.
i'm obviously feeling like a terrible girlfriend.