Past
Well when I was younger I was sexually abused. By older boys and a older woman, I was about age 7 or 8, when It first started happening. He was about 16 or 15, he always would touch me, but I never told him to stop becuase I was afraid of him. Then I got a little older about 9, a this teenage girl would touch me too. This would continue on till I was about 11, and thats when he took my virginity away.
Well im 16 now and I lie about it when people ask me if I AM A VIRGIN. I dont want them to think im a ** if say no. I dont know how to tell people. I havent had ** since then, It just dosent interest me.
My mother was an RN. My parents separated when I was three, but they never divorced. Sometimes my aunt babysat for me. Sometimes one of her coworkers.
One lady had twin boys, a few years older. Sometimes I was left alone with them. I came to dread that. When I was alone with them, they made me ** their **. They threatened to kill me if I bit them, or told anyone.
After the third time this happened, I did tell my mother. There was a big fight between my mother & her friend. Later, one of the boys tried to strangle me in a neighbor’s garage, but I broke free, and my aunt’s dog 🐕 drove him off. My aunt phoned me the police. The woman & her sons moved to another town.
YOU havent had ** yet. So say that you are a virgin. The idea of virginity and ** can be two different things. You can give a dozen handjobs and still be a virgin. So until you have true sexual ** willingly with another partner I'd say you have still have your virginity.