Why me...

I wonder why me sometimes...Here it goes, I am married, I have a beautiful son...I am a bad person...For so many reasons..Make a long story short...I met my soul mate at 14...WE never dated, But to this day, even though He has moved away and has never spoken to me again...(this was 4 1/2 years ago), I can't forget him. At night I go to bed saying, "Steve I hate you" and I wake up thinking of him...Why me....Don't get me wrong, I LOVE MY HUSBAND TO DEATH...but what I feel for Steve is so deep I don't know if I could ever forget him or really hate him...Thats not the worse part...The worse part is..I am having an "ORAL AFFAIR" with my ex. I dont know how I have come to this...With a great loving, sexy, husband..Why me...why would I do this ....Maybe I am evil....

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  • i think you should stop using concrete words so lightly , is he really that great ? or are you really just plain terrible , you are going to ruin things for the next woman that comes into his life , the fact that you are cheating says , you are either selfish or self destructing , you should really just be honest there is something he is not doing or you aren't tell us the truth?.....

  • No,dear,you're not evil,or bad,you're simply unhappy..Just try talking to Steave and sort things through..Sometimes a "lovely sexy husband "is not enough...Try to figure out what's right for YOU...I wish you all the best..

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