out of it
im really wondering why things are always so complicated?? life.... its got its ups and downs but i dont see the ups... ecept for one. my
girl friend. she has put up with so much of my crap that its amazing and i am grateful of her because she has helped me to stay somewhat sane. im on medications that are very bad for me and i dont understand why the doctors put me on them when they add on to the delirium and cause me pain! doctors suck! my moms a nurse and she says i shouldnt take these pills but that i have to finish my treatment. this all was brought up by a suicide attempt.