I'm torn. We've started to grow closer to each other, but I'm not sure what I want anymore. You broke my heart, and now we're friends again? I'm not sure what to think of you. Deep down I think I still love you, but there is that reluctance.
On the other hand, I cannot stop thinking about MV, and how that could work out, or not. You both are such great people, and...
I feel like I'm in a Catch-22.