Best cheat

I was in a relationship for about a year and a half and one of my biggest pleasures is recovering head of course this was my first serious relationships and had never done anything with anybody else but she never really enjoyed it and when I would sometimes ask I would feel like I was forcing it onto her
We had a lot of trouble in our relationship never on and off just I lost feeling for many other reasons other than ** but after a while I was talking to this guy on a ** app just out of fun, I am straight btw, “I think” I got off of work really late one night and kept talking with this guy and he said he would ** my ** so I agreed and we met that night at a parking lot near a store down the street and I got in the backseat of his car he made me real comfortable and gave me the best ** I could ever have imagined, teasing playing kissing sucking on my ** licking and sucking my ** and licking my ** very neat but at the same time sloppy and amazing took it all the way down his throat to my ** and looked at me at the same time I had never moaned that way and made me finish herder than ever, we talked for a little while after then we both went our own ways we never talked again but I always remember him. My girlfriend at the time never knew and never found out and nobody ever knew I now have another parter and still sometimes feel guilty but happy for what I did