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Was your "first" experience with an adult or a peer?
I was a preteen when I had my first intimate experience with an adult. It was definitely the adult initiated everything that happened, knew how to arouse me into participating and it totally worked.
I have always had a very strong ambivalence around my repeated participation in that completely inappropriate relationship that I completely enjoyed at the time.
No first experience for me yet, unfortunately. Since I'm technically an adult now (turned 18 not too long ago), adult and peer mean the same thing...
My first experience was when I was almost thirteen. It was with my older boy cousin who was about nineteen at the time. I bottomed for him a bunch of times. I stopped doing stuff with him when I realized that I wasn't getting my turn to top him as he kept promising to let me do.
I am sorry you were taking advantage of by him. I hope he apologized and he never did it again after a while. He should’ve been in prison, but probably got extremely lucky and he should never have kids