My family is on hold.
I almost thought my family and I had been through enough pain and misery to last a lifetime, and then it comes. another period of time where everybody is sad and we have no one to comfort cause we all hide from everything at the moment. these last few months have been rough and I bet the rest of this year will only go down hill. I am absolutely terrified of what will happen to us.
I know they cry every night and I cry cause they do and nothing matters to me.