2 years ago , i had s** with my best friend boyfriend. We had drunken so much ( i had drunken more ) and i wish i could take it all back. I feel so awful about this, but i try to block it and forget it. The next days he was texting me that he wanted to do it again, and how much he wanted me and that i was beautiful and he would never let me go if he were my boyfriend. That is bullshit, this guy is so much j*** . He has lied so much to his girlfriend, and she knows it, he says he is/was pathological liar . He doesnt deserve her at all ! I would never ever tell my friend about this, she is a really good friend :( i am taking this to the grave ..