Just wanna be loved...

I'm a lesbian. My mom hates gays. I have a girlfriend. But I don't love her. I'm in love with my best friend. My best friend broke my heart. And I still love her with everything I have. In my attempts to get over her I'm trying to fall in love with my new girl. I want my mom to be happy, and love me again. So I've been sleeping with two guys, hoping I'll change my mind and relize I like boys. It's not working. My mom thinks I'm dating both these guys. they both know were just s** buddys, but I feel guilty. I'm pretending to be someone I'm not to make my mom happy. And I'm leading an amazing girl on because I'm heart broken and I want to feel loved again... I hate myself...

Aug 4, 2010

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  • listen, i dont care wat ur mom thinks of gays or you. u never have to do ANYTHING to please ur mother, even if she says otherwise. if she was a good mother, she will love you for who u ar no matter wat. i say you live the life YOU want, not the one ur mother wants for you.

  • I say f*** your mom's feelings, she loves you and will get over the fact that your gay and if you love your best friend tell her and hope for the best don't lead on the girl you don't love that is not far to her.

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