I am still in love with you!

I do not understand why after all these years I am still inlove with you. I have everything but not you.
I am happy but deep down inside I wonder why I allowed my inmaturity to force you away. I think I felt I did not deserve you. As I look at my husband he looks like you. He is not like you in so many ways. He will never be like you. I am happy that you are married and you appear happy. I just wonder if meeting you will cause a tidal wave in my life. Will it calm the seas of uncertainty. For so long I have felt we were destined to be.I have watched you in my dreams over the years. I almost felt guilt was tourmenting me. Now years later we are friends.
I confess that I still love you and always will no matter your age, size, etc. There will always be the purest love in my heart for you that time will never erase.
I know in my heart I will never act on this love because I am married and you are also. But I know that in my heart I hold the wrong man.
I wonder by the way you can recite the past with such clarity.. do you feel the same!

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  • I WISH YOU DOUG AND THAT F****** WHALE WOMAN WOULD DIE. I HOPE YOU DIE BOTH AND F****** GO TO H***! AND TAKE THIS OTHER SUITOR WHO IS F****** BULLSHITING MY DAYS, STOP BOTHERING ME, GET A F****** ANOTHER WHALE AND F****** GET OUT OF MY LIFE! STOP F****** CALLING ME YOUR GIRLFRIEND! YOU ARE SO SICK! JUST DIE PERVERT SUITOR! STOP FOLLOWING ME! YOU LEAVE ME ALONE! DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • YOU F****** TELL EVERYBODY THE TRUTH! YOU F****** OLD PEOPLE! F****** THINKING LIKE THEY ARE SO MATURED! F*** YOUR HIDDEN CAM THEY TOOK AWAY THE RESPECT THAT I HAD! YOU ALL F****** WATCHING ME AND LAUGHING AT ME SO IMMATURE! F*** YOU ALL FOR BEING SO IMMATURE OF NOT TAKING OFF YOUR F****** HIDDEN CAM! TAKING MY PRIVACY! HOW IMMATURE YOU ARE! YOU HAVE NO GUTS TO TELL ME YOU ARE SORRY! BUT YOU HAVE MORE IMMATURE THINKING OF LAUGHING AT ME! F*** YOU AND YOUR F****** FRIEND WHO ARE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO F****** OLD WAITING FOR ME TO MARRY HIM! F*** YOU! GET OUT OF MY LIFE! EAT YOUR HIDDEN CAM! LEAVE ME ALONE A*******, YOU F****** TOO OLD! I DO NOT WANT! I DON'T HAVE ANY INTEREST! DAMN YOUR F****** STUPID PLAN! F*** YOU ALL EVERYTHING, FOR EVERY IMMATURE GAY THINGS YOU DID TO ME! F*** YOU FOR THAT! BY THAT, I CAN'T GIVE ANY CHANCE FOR ANY GUY LIKE YOU! F****** DIE AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE! YOU GRANDPAS! F*** YOU! F*** YOU DOUG! YOU ARE SO IMMATURE, GO TAKE THE BIG C*** OF THAT F****** EASY F*** BIG WHALE WOMAN! SWALLOW IT! F*** TO ALL OF YOU! HAVE A F****** S*** LIFE! F****** GAY B****! F*** YOU FOR EVERYTHING! YOU SEE THESE TEARS! I'M NOT DONE! AS LONG AS YOU ARE FOLLOWING ME! I AM NOT DONE! F*** YOU! MAY YOU HAVE THE WORST LIFE UNTIL YOUR LAST BREATH YOU F****** DOUG! KARMA TO YOU AND TO THAT F****** WHALE WOMAN! I HOPE YOU DIE! F*** YOU!

  • I HAVE NO INTEREST! YOU SHOULD LEAVE ME ALONE! AND FORGET ME!

  • FAKE. IT'S BETTER NOT TO GET MARRIED WITH A PERVERT. AND IT IS SO WRONG TO BE WITH THE WRONG MAN. FIRST OF ALL,PERVERT IS ALREADY WRONG, WHAT'S MORE WITH ANOTHER PERVERT? MUCH WORSER! WAKE UP. YOU ARE DREAMING TOO MUCH. THERE IS NO US. NOTHING!

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