I am still in love with you!
I do not understand why after all these years I am still inlove with you. I have everything but not you.
I am happy but deep down inside I wonder why I allowed my inmaturity to force you away. I think I felt I did not deserve you. As I look at my husband he looks like you. He is not like you in so many ways. He will never be like you. I am happy that you are married and you appear happy. I just wonder if meeting you will cause a tidal wave in my life. Will it calm the seas of uncertainty. For so long I have felt we were destined to be.I have watched you in my dreams over the years. I almost felt guilt was tourmenting me. Now years later we are friends.
I confess that I still love you and always will no matter your age, size, etc. There will always be the purest love in my heart for you that time will never erase.
I know in my heart I will never act on this love because I am married and you are also. But I know that in my heart I hold the wrong man.
I wonder by the way you can recite the past with such clarity.. do you feel the same!