I love you so much.....

That its killing me. I think about you alot. I asked you to marry me because I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you, because I couldn't imagine living without you. Even though you're my fiancee, I still feel like we're worlds apart. I don't feel the affection from you that I feel for you. I don't know if you love me, I don't know if you're leading me on, I don't know if you want to be with me or not. The messages I get from you, the emails, the texts, the phone calls, they don't feel like they were written or said by someone who loves me. If I didn't know they were from you, I would've thought they were from a casual friend. I've told you I love you many times. I still haven't heard those words from you. Do I mean to you as much as you mean to me? Let me know. I can't live like this. I need to know if you love me or not. If you do, let's continue with our lives but if you don't love me, tell me now and set me free. These questions are killing me. My heart is breaking...and you don't even see it. I don't know what else to do. I can't live like this anymore. I'm sitting here getting drunk and posting this message on a stupid confession site when all I want to do is see your smile and feel you near me. Why do you make this so hard? Do you love me or not? I need to know.


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