i'm gay, 21 yrs old.i've meet a guy at
i'm gay, 21 yrs old.i've meet a guy at community college. he's in his late 20's. he's straight. i love this guy. he's one of those manly rough guys. he an honest hard working all regular american man. he works 70 hours a week at a factory. he does have children only because of his engaged girlfriend. he loves them. he's a great guy. recently he told me his girlfriend is acting different and etc. he even suspects she's cheating, heck this guy does work 70 hours a week. so anyways. i hate myself. it's the fact that this guy is straight and that he could have it all with me. instead he is staying with that pig of a girlfriend who has 4 freaking children by other guys although her current boyfriend still accepts those children as his own. this pig of a woman doesn't deserve him. if this guy was gay he could have the world with me.