Confusing open mindedness
Okay so i am a straight guy but I am open minded and alone. I sometimes wonder what it would be like to be f***** in the ass. Im repelled by guys but maybe a kind of effeminate guy or a tranny that is like all girl only with a d*** along with her p****. That wouldnt be too bad. However i never really got close enough to anyone to know if i would really like it or if i am just being a lonely b****** whos insecure and thinks girls dont like me or i just am bored and think of wierd random stuff O.o I once stuck my finger in my ass and pressed on my prostate while j********** and i came really good, c** shot a lot out. The more recent times i tried it didnt work as good but maybe because im depressed. I know if i ever did something for real with a guy it would seriously f*** me up mentally. =/ If i ever knew a girl that was a tranny and looked totally like a girl i would like to suck her d*** and f*** her p**** and have her f*** me. yet then again... maybe im just lonely and bored... i dont have a clue... i must be nuts a bit.