I'm in a cult that is religiously
I'm in a cult that is religiously, physically, and emotionally abusive. They rape me everyday in front of herds of respected cult leaders. Recently, I have run away to a nearby village, by am haunted every night by memories of ghost and spirits. They tell me to come back or else I will be sent to eternal damnation. I don't know whether this is a sign. What do I do? I don't want to go to h*** but I can't handle ever being raped again.