10 years later....

I fell in love with you ten years ago when we were just teenagers. The truth is, you are, to this day, the only person I have ever loved with the kind of intensity that is nearly impossible to find. So many times we have gone back and forth over the years, almost getting back together numerous times. It never worked out for us, but I will never forget you. Even as I am about to get married, I still carry you in my heart and I will always. I do love my fiance, but it isn't the soulmate kind of love. Nobody has ever made me feel the way that you did, and I know that nobody ever will. I don't even know if you are alive, as the last reason we didn't get together was because you were leaving for the war...That is one of the hardest parts of it all for me, and I hope and pray every night that wherever you are and what you are doing, that you are happy. I truly, truly love you more than words could ever express. You are the kind of person who makes the world a better place, and you have definitely made ME a better person. I hope you have found happiness with someone else, because knowing the pain I caused you when we finally lost touch is unbearable for me. You deserve to be happy, you deserve the best out of life. If I could go back, I'd change things; but time has gotten away from us yet again. I've accepted that you're just a wonderful part of my past now, and will not be part of the future. But I'll never forget you telling me you loved me as you last walked out the door.

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  • This is sad. I know so many people marry other people when their heart is really somewhere else.
    Personally, I would break off your engagement, because it really isn't fair for you to marry this guy when you don't really love him.
    I'd never break someone else's heart because I couldn't decide. It's better to be alone.

  • You haven't accepted s***, sounds like. Your fiance doesn't know what he's getting into. Poor guy.

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