I sitll love you. And I don't know why
I sitll love you. And I don't know why. I hate you soo much. You have no idea how much you hurt me and how much of an impact you had on me. I've grown stronger emtionally as a result and view life differently. The experiences I shared with you were exhilarating. I know you felt the same. But why you broke it off will be something I will never understand. I want to talk to you. Seeing you hurts me so much knowing that I can't kiss you and I can't smile at you and melt. I may not ever admit this to you, because of fear of guilt, resentment will overcome me. I don't even know how to explain feelings... I want to express them with you however... Please talk to me. Please smile and let me know everything is okay.