I Am Me Because Of You.
In all my short, self-centered life, I have never cared one bit about someone else's happiness.
I have never smiled because they smiled, or felt happy because they were.
But then Jason came and that changed.
We never dated, and he never gave a damn that I existed, but he still changed me.
His smile. That was it.
Most of you have never seen him smile, but if you have, you'd know why I love him. When he smiles, it's like his happiness becomes my own. Of course, he's never smiled or laughed for me, but that doesn't matter.
I want him happy, even if happy isn't me.
And I want him to smile like that forever, even if it's someone else he's smiling for.
And I guess that's what it all boils down to.................Loving someone even if they'll never love you back and letting that love make you a better person.
And I can honestly say that because of him, I'm a better person today.
Thank you Jason, for all you've done for me.