I hope I didn't make the wrong decision.
My coach just called me and asked if I was still going to try out for the team. I told said no. I feel so weird now, like I don't know if that was the right thing to do or not. I didn't do it this year because I am not the good of a player, and I can't handle the pressure of having an entire team depend on me when I know I can't really play. Last year, I did it because I just needed something to do, and I wanted the uniform. This year, I don't know, I'm just not that good. I just really hope I'm not making a big mistake.