I find myself increasingly watching gay or she-male p*** online. I am hetero, but have developed fantasies about sucking a c*** and being f***** in the ass. I run seduction scenes through my mind constantly. I wish I could stop. Yet, the idea of reaching out for another man's c*** and fondling it is an extreme turn on. I love the thought of putting it in my mouth and having someone f*** me while I lie on my back with my legs up in the area, his tongue in my mouth and his c*** buried deep in my ass.