Someone help me, please
Hi, i'm a high school freshman but i'm stuck in home school.
my uncle usually handles all the home schooling stuff. he wants me tostay homeschooled until collage.
it feels like he wants to control me and it's scary. i want to start my life and quit being controlled my everyone. my uncle scares me to death, i always felt like he could read my mind and he monitors my computer. i'm doing this on a wireless system that can't be monitored. i feel like if i disobey him, he might kill me or worse.
i've been out of regular school for 4 years and now. it sucks.
i was diagnosed with aspergers syndrome (makes socializing hard) and anxiety. however i've been taking zoloft and i'm getting better. i'm doing my best, but i feel like my uncle wants to keep me like a bird in a cage. just the thought of staying home schooled til collage makes me want to kill myself. i haven't socialized with my peers for years and i have to get out there eventually, but no one sees that!
in the past i tried killing myself over this issue by trying to overdose on zoloft, strangling myself, suffocating myself and i didn't have the b**** to cut myself.
i'm just a teenage girl, why can't i have some fun. i'm better compared to before. i'm going out more and i'm taking medication and i'm trying to become more independant but everyone treats me like a caged bird!
if i can't get into the school i want in the next few months or in the next year i might go insane or kill myself...
someone help. this is my only link to the outside world!
my account on fanfiction.net is:
kuro shiro kami chan
someone save me.
i'm also based in brooklyn, a place in park slope. i'm accross the street from this school.
any contact with someone from the outside would be great, if someone could save me, even better.