I dont know what to do.
I need to find a new job. The one I have is making me miserable. The problem is between depression and anxiety I can't get myself to even look. I hate my job so much, but its familiar. I know what to do and what to expect when I go in. I'm so afraid to get another job because its an unknown. It's the devil I know vs. the one I don't. A new job couldn't be any worse than what I'm going through now. I know it first make any sence but I just can't make myself try. My friends think I'm crazy, I probably am. I take meds but its not helping me move forward with my life. I feel like I'm just killing time until I die. I'm in the process of switching from Effxor to Zoloft. I have to ease of onr before I can start the other. I really need help because I don't think I can this. I just don't even know where to begin to get another job. I don't know how my life got to this point. It's like I'm drowning in indecision.