I just want to cheat
I've been with my boyfriend for over three years but I've been friends with this guy John for about 2 and a half years. He and I would flirt but nothing would ever happen. Then last year when my boyfriend and I would get into fights I would call John and we would drink. One time I tried to give him head but I was too drunk to finish. He and I are the same age, while my boyfriend is much older.
John's ** is longer and harder than my boyfriend's. We've had ** a couple of times. He was a virgin and he told me that I was warmer and tighter than he imagined it would feel like. He hasnt been able to last long enough to ** yet.
Right now all I want is John's **. I just want to sit on it and ride it. Seeing his face and hearing him shout when I sit on his ** just makes me want to ** him harder and make him scream harder. I like when he comes inside me. I'm really craving his long, rock hard ** right now.
Istead of writing this confession, you should call John into your house and fulfill your needs. He will not resisit. (But do not drink alcohol, because you will f.ckup again.)
Sounds like you aren't doing a very good job of showing John the ropes sexually. Give him some instructions on how to use that big ** properly and make sure he gets busy orally if you want to **.