Is this weird...?

You aren't,ready for this ** yet.
Focus on your studies :)

Try pulling your ** up your ** and cheeks. Works for me when im at the grocery store in my spandex. Always ** from there with a wet leg and smiles on the ladies faces.Without jerking at all. And try to show ** without being obvious.Public mateuerbating is great.. And will turn on others as well.Try it and see. My gf loves to see me in ** and short shorts.And feels so **.

You're just way too young yet.

Don't worry, it will happen.

Let someone else try to do it for you