I will never stop wondering.
I am in love with my best friend, and have been for 3 years.
We've grown apart, hardly see each other and hardly know anything about each other anymore.
But we still speak to each other about things we wouldn't with anyone else.
At one point, he loved me too, but we were both too stupid to say anything.
Every time we talk, we talk about the old days, and how much we regret having messed up, and how we miss each other.
I just wish I could know what would have happened...
Secret because I have a boyfriend, and he has a girlfriend, and me and him are totally wrong for each other...