17 with 42 year old
When i was 14 I was talking to a 39 year old. He thought I was 19 for a few weeks til I told him my real age. He admired my honesty and maturity and we fell for each other. When I was 17 and he was 42 we had s** and it makes me so sick to think about it cos i know it is so wrong!! I didn't care at the time because I thought I loved him. I loved the thrill of it. I know if I ended up telling anyone he would get put in jail. I have held this secret for so long and it eats me up every day.