I left my husband and will soon be
I left my husband and will soon be getting a divorce. I think about him all the time. He is the only man I've ever loved and I won't ever stop loving him but I tell everyone I hate him because they all hate him and if I said otherwise my family would disown me. It's been 4 months since I've seen him and I can't even see myself with another person. I want him still . The s** was so amazing that I think that alone ruined me for life. Great.