I'm leaving for basic training pretty
I'm leaving for basic training pretty soon and I'm super scared I'm going to lose my boyfriend. I'm almost positive its going to happen. But I love this country and I feel the need to defend it. Its what I want to do. ..A life dream if you will. We fight about it quite often now. He says "If you really love me, you wouldn't leave me behind like that." I think if HE really loves me, like he says he does, he'll be there when I get back and support me 100% while I'm gone because its something I am and always have been passionate about.. Its not like he didn't know I was going to join. I told him I was going to when we first got together. He said it wasn't a big deal. Am I wrong for going? Oh well either way I have to go, its too late. I already signed a contract. Its basic or prison.