I stopped talking to this guy i really liked because i really liked him and couldn't control my feelings for him. I am commitment phobic so didn't want to get involved with him. I left him when needed me the most. Now when i see him i pretend i don't know him only. When really i want him in my life and think about him constantly.. Its been a year since we talked and my mind is stuck on him but i can't get back with him because he has moved on. I am a horrible person for leaving him alone when he had no body. I realise my fault yet i don't do anything about it. That makes me the worst person on the planet. I know i need to apologize more for my peace of mind than his but I still end up ignoring him when i see him.